09wish

today is the last day of 2009...
means 2010 is coming soon....

today is the last day i can see 2009 d sky..~!
although im in my room now...
but i can feel it...
feel the 2009 d sun...!!!

let all the unhappy disappear in this night...
put down everything...
don't bring it to 2010...!

the last wish in 2009..!!
i hope u dont as me...
everyday see the day come and see the day end...
wish u are happy and it is more than me...!!
this is the last wish in this year...

merry xmas

christmas day!~ was over 12~!!!
the clock have no sound tell me it is came...
but messages were told me it is come...
the 1st message i received was viinz....

i wrote messages to each of my lovely 7up members....
everyone have the different contents...
but i was not sent out on 12am....
the longest one and the shortest one guess it is obviously...
i feel sorry lahh...
for those who are don't like the messages...
i just wrote out what im think what i want to tell u...
but no one replied me....sad...!~!!

very morning d xmas....
went to leiiz's church...!!
me...viinz...boz...and didi...
i think it quire successful...
watched the performance...
the performance was head v head...
lolx...
cause we are sitting behind so just can see others' head...!!

after that we went to xiongz party eat the 2nd round...
then went Fcube...
omg...
i felt why Fcube d games all i know how to play ad...
hahahaha...!!

still!~

eve..!!

Christmas eve...
silent night..!!~
a lonely eve as what i told peach..!!
more 18 minutes Xmas is coming...
the 1st second of the xmas im alone with my laptop...
with TV...with...blogger...!!
count down with my laptop...
as what i told my friend last night...
take a clock in front of me...
count down at home...
such a pity eve n xmas...
is it?!!...

tomorrow is Xmas...
leiiz...saz...xiongz...
have to go church...
then what can i do..?!!
follow boz go to leiiz's church and watch performance...!!
then viinz i don't know lohhh...
maybe he will go...maybe not...
haiix...
also non of my business...!!
this word learned from someone last night..!

am i regretted..!!
i guess no..!!

~!

today hanged out with my inti's gang...
always CS...Fcube...
this was our route every times...
next time better go CC....lolx...

today we got one more...
not is 2 more special people...
ufong and jackson..
she came from KT...
because want go to SG celebrate Xmas...

went to shirley's house...
wow...
quite big lohhh....hahaha
so many CCTV...
and one "sound control" TV...
lolx

machii trips pic

bobby hold " bao lian deng" it's belong to san sheng mu... but don't know why it in our room..

so formal d pic...as family pic...





coz i don hv the mood take pic...so b the photographer....

same here

~

machii trips was ended...
the trips details i'm lazy to write it again...
cause its all at my wretch...
but...
i just wanna to ask...?!!
is it a happy trips...
i think it was a happy trips n memories v my dears...
but it also had some unhappy...
a cold war from the 2nd day of the trips until now...
mean from 17th until now...
i don't know whats going wrong...
is my fault...
my bad temper...!!

is that everyone felt suffer in both of us' cold war...
but it seem not...
someone told me...
he is very good person...
treated everyone of us was good...
i know that was a truth...
but i got eyes i can see what i see..!!

but don't ask me WHY..
PLEASE...!!
cause for me...
it is nothings happened...
i felt~!!!
and just...
speechless...
don't have the topic talk to he..
maybe that's what i failure with...
can have no topic with my bro...!!
is a big big joke...!!~
he also have no topic talk v me ahh...
same same..!!
maybe im not others...!!!

got mood just update !!

mixed

so many people did somethings they want the things they did have rewards to them...
but can someone paid out without thinking of the rewards....
but this mind is started from the old times...
in Chinese words teach us...
what u planted and what u will get...!
so if paid out for the plants u can get the fruits...
but if u worked hard to planted...
but ur fruits is not nicer than those who r not working hard....
what will you feel...
jealous...angry....or....
actually people must think of another ways...
what you paid out can make more people happy and enjoy...
it is a good stuff...
so~ why don't you do that without thinking the rewards....


i felt i have something wrong...
but i don't know what was the wrong place..!~
i started so emo this few day...
why??!!!
the answer am i know...?!
emo make people feel sad...
so that mean im feeling sad...
is it?!!...
alcohol i need more...
more alcohol can make me temporary feel relax...
relax i need u...
don't think too much....
but what im thinking of...
am i know...
haiix....

fucking nite,,,

what the hell night....
insomnia until morning...
why..!?
fuck..........!!!!!!
i want sleep...
why my mind can't focus my sleepy mood...

i hate it...i dislike it...
what i hate and what i dislike...
everything....
i hate morning...afternoon...and the insomnia night...
i hate outsider...i hate stranger...
i hate secret...
i hate the dinner tonight...
i hate whatever i don't like...
i hate who is the troublemaker but pretend as the innocent...
i hate...........................................................................................................................................

my sleep my dream can u come back..................
night until morning.........fuck

hate

it was another moody blue day...
i felt sad yesterday....err...
should say I'm feeling sad is more suitable right...
because im still sad..!~
why i will feel sad and who have the power of influence made me sad...
haiix...
is it i can write out what i mood..~
i don't think i have the pro eng can express myself....

what i am...?!!!
seem as a outsider...!?
is it...!!?
not belong to this world...
what i mean the world is not the earth's world..
what im trying to say maybe just i can understand...
sometimes u really made me feel im outsider...
this is not the 1st time...
why..?!!
1st time i can bear it...
2nd times i can bear it...
3rd times it's used to...
then ought to be bear??!!!

i don't know... i can't understand also...
i said before it is non of my business...
why did i care about it...
but i can't did it...!!

this time...
i said to my heart...
i will pretend as i don't know what u r saying...
i will pretend that was not what im thinking on...
i will pretend that im blind and can't saw anythings...
i will pretend as what u want me to pretend...
i will do it what i have said....
even...
that is no even to me again....

a heart was cold...
was frozen...

who know what i want...
who know what i dislike...
who know what i waiting for..
who can give me the answers that i wanted....
what am i anticipated for.........

celebrate

went to cs again!~
celebrated alan's belated birthday...
i though today activities will be cathey and neway...
but out of my perception...
the activities was lunch~shopping~movie~sentosa dinner~ and roost....
aiyo...i saw a jacket very nice lahh...
but it price is RM80...
i think it is not worth lahhh...
but i really like it ohh...haiix....
angle and devil arose....
thinking...considering...
can i buy it...
but my dad asked my mum:" why my shirt all branded d...."
am i?!!
i don think so ahh....
i not willing to buy it lohh....
if it is expensive...
innocent...~!!!

me~alan...zack...shirley...apple...selene...
when we went out got 6peoples...
but when we went back got 7peoples...
because yong cai was followed went to roost cafe...
not really recognized this guy...
but luckily alan like to play games....
so we at roost just played poker...
not chatting....
if chatting i think i will cool................!!
cause i scare stranger...
even he is not...!
coz i know he is alan n apple's friend...

old peoples life...~!!!
or Cinderella's life...~~
back home before 12am...
i really felt boredom for this life...
where is my younger life...
should live as a young peoples....
play until am morning.......

yesterday i went to city square by cab...
why by cab...
because i go alone...
i didnt ask anyone accompany me...
i asked viinz before but he didnt reply me then never mind lohhh...
purposely went to cs to bought leiiz d bday presents...!!
i want buy Dior addict2 d...
but bobby worry that she won't use it...
then have to change my mind...!!~
until the end i bought a bag and two can let her eyes black ring become fade d things....

then night went to xiongz house see he...
today he discharged back to home ad....

wow...
today wear same shirt with viinz....
not 7up shirt ohh...
was a shirt that we bought 2years ago....
never wear same shirt at same day before...
this was the 1st time...
is it "too bro" ahhh...lolx
if i saw someone wear same shirt with me i sure say the people spoil the shirt d feel...
but now someone want go back change shirt ahh...
i know was kidding....haha....

i will support you decision...
if you think that your final decision is what u want...
even that people against it...
i will support you without reason...
but i hope the decision won't change your character...

don challenge my patient

I'm a impatient people...
so don't try to challenge my patient....
if u tried equal to drag your hell...
i won't give face to anyone....

1st i called maybe u cannot heard it...
2nd times i called u can't heard it again i won't blame u...
but if third times i called u can ignore my call again...
the consequence u must respond yourself...

if u success to challenged my patient...
it's not worth to be proud...
because my patient is easy to challenge...

but if u come to challenge it again....
wow...it's a fun thing...
but don't forgot your identity...
you just a worker...
if u wanna to find so many excuse just try to rebutted that im wrong...
u got answered me...
then i just can said...
the fire was burning, the water is still not extinguish the fire...
then now u come to challenge me again....
any excuse just a excuse...
do u think that u r the correct one...
fuck it...
spoiled my mood..~!!!!

a good wish to this baby n his uncle

happy full month to zekai...
so fast this baby come to this world have one month ad...
been to his celebration today...
wish this baby is a happy boy in future....
everything will smooth and success...
is a happiness child in the world...
i believed that sure have lots of people love he...
7up bought some toys to he....
bought our bless and wish to this baby...
hope our wish can come true...
this baby will healthy and growth up faster...!

next week viinz leiiz and saz will have their exam...
saz will have practical's exam...
i believed that she can do it as well as possible...
then viinz n leiiz exam i also trusted that they can do it...
but really hope viinz can study hard...
really worry about him...
cause his failed his resit paper...
if this exam he can pass all he will more easy lahhh...
all the best for them....
i pray to my God...
if my God really efficacious...
i hope my God can bless them and me have a good results in the exam...
+U~!!!!!

if in the night have some wine or beer...
is a enjoy things in this world...
can feel comfort and relax....!~

belated celebration

happy belated birthday...
the belated celebration come lohhh....
been to cs today with alan zack shirley apple and the birthday girl selene....
want watch movie but i don't wish to watch 2012 and apple dont want watch also...
so we go to Neway...
17.60 per person ohhh...
the time price is RM18 but we got student card then is RM8...
wow...this is the advantage of students....hahaha...
super shuang ahh....
so long time no sing k ad....
after that we go "shopping" a while...
just walk around and around....
saw my secondary school student but not sure is he or not...
Macdonald...cause the distant quite far..!!

then we go to Fcube gaming cafe...
this time played 3games in two hours...
took my member card ad...
not bad nice lohhh...haha...
those game so excited lohhh...
each people RM9.50...
got student card got discount at wednesday...
students' advantages...~!!!!!

after played we discussed go where to have our dinner...
but really can''t think out any good place to eat....
be used to got sevenup decided go where to eat....haha...
then been to taman iskandar....
...
but not ordered their famous food....
haha....

really thank you to selene...
give me one her present...
let me use...
wow...
love u ahhh....
hahaha

day to day

been to worked today...
but just few hours have to wait my sis come and work...
luckily those gossips aunties was not came to ask this ask that d...
god bless...
so sad!~! my RM10 was gone...
my 14600 gone together...
my chance to meet my love gone...
everything gone included viinz's new radio...
he got his new second hand car ad....
not need rush to send back the car to his family ad...haha...

my emotion is difficult to control...
sometime i will lost of control did somethings...
i should control my temper...
control my emotion....
because of the temper my finger was hurt...
haiix...
control control and control.....

love

if one day i say I LOVE U to you...
will you feel surprise...
will u accept me...
or u will leaving me...

I LOVE YOU...
can let two stranger have intimate relation...
it also can let friend become stranger...
if i love you is it can let you know that?!...
but....
if one day i really love you please let me refuse myself...
love a people that cannot be love is mistake in mistake....
love a people that no been home that is wrong in mistake...
this love just pay out by one person it won't have consequence...
is a dream that cannot get it....
if continue this love may get regret...

Love is just a word until you find someone who will give its definition...
when it will arise...
when it can meet a right person...
when it can meet the person at the right time...

!~!

holiday...~!!!
but seem like everyone are busy....
just shirley can go out with me....
went to jusco have a Thai exp lunch....
the food ok lohhh...just quite salty...

i saw cathy today...
she worked at jusco's fair...
she look so different now...
but still pretty...

then went to sutera....
do "shui liao"...
wahhh....very comfortable very relaxed...
is a good water massage...

what a fuck day

raining day with the moody mood...
don't know why...
i went to cut my hair today...
alone...
because no one can fetch me...
so i called the cab....

the fucker driver chop me ohhh...
RM7 from pelangi to sri tebrau...
fuck you....this price i can go to CS ad lahh...
said what price increased ad...
then why i came back just RM5?!!!
2more ringgit let u buy medicine lahhh...hell...

then been to the salon...
a new barber help me cut my hair...
then ok lohh...tried...
then now i know not everything can try...
the begin i felt that ok lahh...
just very slow...
then until the end i really want to kill he...
damn short...
he thought im primary or secondary students ahhh....stupid idiot...
cause other barber is working...so let this stupid serve me...
this was the 1st time and also is the last...!!
walao...damn short lahhh...
how to take picture ahhh...
arghhhh.....

～

あいうえおかきくけこさしすせそ
たちつてとなにぬねの
はひふへほまみむめも
やゆよらりるれろわをん
あいうえおかきくけこさしすせそ
たちつてとなにぬねの
はひふへほまみむめも
やゆよらりるれろわをん
わたしはこころのわずらわします
ためあなた
あなたわしっていますわ
わかりません　ほんとうです
わたしはねがいたすけあなたわ
あいうえおかきくけこさしすせそ
たちつてとなにぬねの
はひふへほまみむめも
やゆよらりるれろわをん

6670 was back

yeah!!~
finally i got phone to take picture already...
not need use the lousy 2100 lohhh...
now using back my 6670...
finally go to repaired the phone...
but i don't know where is the problem....
cause is asked xiongz help me d...
vry thank you to he....haha...
now can reply people's message can call people lohh...

my holiday!~
is it a holiday....
everyday sleep at 5 or 6 am...
wake up at 4pm...
arghhh...what the boring holiday....
staying at home...
face TV PC and HP...
ishhh....

sienz

feel like long time no update my blog already...
but just few day only...
8nov was my mum birthday..
then we went to debali eat....
lamb chop but not like lamb chop...
just like a simple dish...
cause they help us to chop already....
not whole piece d...

haiix...sienz ahhh...
why insomnia must find me...
i don't want you....
i don't like you...
please keep away from me....please....

yesterday i saw SE satio and aino phone le...
aino really got a nice shape and nice look...
but if compare with satio really bit lousy lahh...haha...
satio got a bit big...but not really thick...
no money....haiix...
no a good handphone to use long time already....haiix...

==

taken when study my CSC exam...
hair color so different lehhh...
one is more orange another is more dark....
because is edited my hair to orange...lolz

hometown

finally i reached my lovely home...
can really relax at home and save back my face le...
don't know is too pressure or what other reasons...
my face become like the shit...
shit worse..!!!
who can help me in the shorter day solve this problem...
haiix...
today also went to seremban dated with someone...
every 2 month i will date with he...
he got a bit crazy...but i can understand why he will crazy...
because he study doctor mahh...so of cause study until crazy d lahh...lolz
i love he today...
cause he said me can try to walk without my "dearest crutches"...
really siao d people...haiix....
last time said i cannot walk without crutches...
then today ask me how? at home u didnt use crutches already ahhh...
haiix...but now want learn how to walk as normal already...
lolz

shit ktm...

finally i finished all the exam funeral...
wow...!! can relax le...
gain back my treasure's time to sleep...
can i clamber out from the "tomb"....
whatever...
now is not the suitable time for thinking all these nonsense...
haha...

freedom i temporary got u ...

yesterday hang out with my inti's gang...!!
we went to time square by 2 hours...
so tired went there...
felt i walk for long time then i will felt waist sore...
luckily got veini accompany me sat at the doughnut shop and wait they shopping...
and i bought 3 watch....!!
2 is our marketing lecturer like d ben10 watch...
and one is cute cute d watch...
all not for me!!!==
then we came back use 4 hours....
this four hours enough for me go back JB lohhh....
the stupid KTM...
heard the name is felt lousy ad...
it stranded us 2 hours....
WTF...
those useless people said:" got one train broke down in front...block the rail...so have to wait others to come pull over the train then we can move forward...!! need to wait for half hour...!!"
how can Malaysia KTM stuff like this ahh...
how many people in the train...
how many people is rush with the train...
how many felt angry in bad mood for this thing...
did you know how treasure is the time...
2hours we can do so many things u know....
then dare to said 15 minutes have one train..!!!!!
shit lahh...!!!
still got people wait until felt impatience then call and complain....
people still want to get out from the train....
they even walk also don't want to wait...!!
see lahh....these people included foreign...
how can foreign have good image to our country ahhh....
if got train broke down in front it will be pull over before another came...
not wait until other train came just pull over it...!!!!
effectiveness and efficiently know what is that..haiix...

exam funeral...

this morning i having my 1st exam paper at 11am...
of course i was put my effort to study that...
and i tried my best to remember what i can remember...
but then when i saw the paper really felt died....!!!
before i entered the exam hall....
someone told me said:" it was her funeral..."
but i thought to said in the best way....it was mine funeral....
why i said like this...?!
because in that funeral i saw everyone's was gorgeousness's funeral...
but mine just was a crude funeral....
haiix....!!!sad...
course work was low already now final was my funeral....
this was the first time my course just 21/40...
so depression.....

after the exam ended i desired miracle arise....
arise on my exam...
arise on my paper...
arise on my life...
evolve the tragedy to the joyous...
evolve the funeral to the mt joyous occasion...
miracle+bless of God = wish come true ....
a good equation....

bless me God...
favor me miracle....
i don't want rest in peace...
i don't want see his face again....
don't drag me to hell...
i want get away from this CSC level 2201 hell....

bless me

praying...!!
"GUAN YIN MA" can u bestow me the power of study...
can u bestow me the power of memorize...
bless me bahh...
i really can't remember what i study...
i really don't have any concept on it...
haiix....
bless me pass all the subject...!!

the days he don't have phone

is be used the days don't have handphone....
it bring the peace days and boring days to me...
maybe it's inconvenience to other...
is difficult to find me....
now i am semi-secluded from the outer world...
because internet still there....
made me can't isolate the world... lolz....
the most inconvenience thing to me is no alarm clock....
made me over slept then skipped class....
link to another side maybe is a good for students....
no phone don't know the time also...
haiix

exam is approach...
but jIIn still online everyday...
facebook...drama...game....eating and sleeping....
can u do some things is related to ur exam...
can u spend u time to study....
promise to uself...
IF the exam u know how to do....
u can change a new mobile phone...
can this be your impulse...??!!!
+U lahhh....
God were not help the people who have never put effort to do things....

bless me

IF the world really got God...
I hope u bless me...
IF God really got eyes...
I hope u can see me...
IF God really can know everything...
I hope u know the exam question and tell me...

is the time again beg with my "GUAN YIN MA"...
is the time depend on "KONG ZI"...

regretted why slept in the class....
regretted never heard what the lecturer said....
regretted never put effort on this semester....
regretted!!!

help me...
bless me...
i just wish to pass...
im not expected A...
an easy request...

entertainment can u keep away from me...
facebook can my account's server break down 1 week....
i need to study...
but where is my mood...
i need to memorize...
but my brain is stuck...

how..?!

the big appetite

this is the 2nd time become a program master...
but this time is more tough than last time...
actually this is a small event but don't know how become a big event...
lolz...
THE BIG APPETITE...
was a quite successful event...
got many people participated in that..
until we have to closed name list....
but for me i felt not very good...
is mine problem i think...
not a good P.M...
the program got so many problem is that....
this just can blame pm...

the sky is not nice....rained...
luckily we decided to moved to indoor...
and very appreciated participants helped us to moved...
CSC club and LEO club members....
we moved to bakery but the space too small so it's a bit messy....
i felt very sorry of my overestimated...
we got leave much of food...
very very sorry....!!!

is tired to continue ad...
this "baika" in this night walked here and there....
until SAO officer said:" sit down to rest lahh..."baika" already still walked so fast...."
lolz....
really exhausted....
hope participants was enjoyed in this night....

compare

this is the comparison of the shirt....
but this is the first time we did the shirt...
we must learn from mistake...
next time do shirt don't do so complicated....
and the things don't too tight must have space....
so the people can look clear the shirt will more nice....

front



back
n

shirt...

our club's shirt comes out already...
don't know is my expectation too high or what...
when i see this shirt i got a bit disappointed...

this is the side...when the real ones come out...all the logo very small
the bar code don't have the effects i want...the name used sewing...all must be capital letter...the 14th intima adventure club too big le....not as my design small small d...
the front i really speechless.....they can't printed out the effect i did..some thing like spray it...but then they did like just a white paint there....the bottom place...

haiix...
then heard people said...
can we rejected it....
is my design problem or the printed problem...
someone asked why the logo at one side only and why so small...
is my problem again...
i purposely put it at one side ahh...
why every shirt must be same at both side...
i purposely put it small ahhh...
why logo must be big?...
then i direct put the logo as big as possible in front and back enough ahhh...
the most wrong things is the stupid printed people...
i put my name as jIInz...
they sewing JLLNZ...
what is the name ahhh??!!!haiix...
all the effects cant did it then still wrongly sewed my name...
damn it....

my hp spoiled...
can't use to take picture also...
when i can take picture i will post the shirt....

助けて

start stress!!?~
feel like my time not enough..
everything stuck together....
can God give me more time in my world...
can i don't sleep too much...
claim back some time..?!
my assignment...my test....
program master...smoking poster....
go to the booth...event....
so many meeting also...
club meeting...event meeting...assignment meeting...
all stuck together already...how?!!
haiix...
助けて!!

faster finish the busy week then can breath a while..
then must fight for presentation and final lohhh...
i never touch the notes...
i never study for the test...
my test all die already...
assignment and final should put more effort so that can pass all the subject...
my god will bless me right...
Buddha!!!

bz dayz

another busy and tired day...
tired is because yesterday went to night market then today i skipped my marketing class...
felt so sorry about it lahhh...
my sleepiness's worm is made trouble...
haha...

busy for?!!
today Leo's food bazaar adventure club have sold water...
"moktail" is not cocktail ohhh...haha...
busy for selling water and shout...
sore throat now...
cause shout with noisy music...
luckily people have supported our nice drinks...
blackcurrant and orange mixed with sprite and 100plus and nata de coco ....
lack lemon only...
but still perfect lahhh....lolz...
we have achieved our target....
300 cups...hooray...
really tired to shout and made those drinks...
don't know why...!!??

what a day

what a tired day today...
early morning i wanted to wake up at 8am...
but the laze's worm stay inside my body...
i woke up at 11.30am...
then 12.45pm was marketing test....
i really not study at all...
cause the sleepiness's worm...
the consequence was blank mind blank page blank mark!!....

award and graduation ceremony...
im under the graduation...
and went there with my new G2000 formal shirt...
ohhh...this was my 1st time entered MPH by this identity...
next identity i hope is excellence award....
wow....finally spend my one year to get this paper...
certificate....
so excited....but still got 3years have to fight with the book...





"baika" another mission...
"cheras pasar malam"...
that is a damn much people d night market....
siam here siam there....
haiix...damn tired to walked this night market lohhh...
then my waist damn sore d....
got "choudoufu" i wished to eat that...
its too bad too many people on queue...

happy and sad mixed up in a day....

stupid new system...

busy week!!!....
class....meeting...assignment...test....decorate board...
2assignment....2test....2board...
sienz ahhh...
who can help me take my burden up....
then i will be more light...lolz...

heard people said...
inti will change their system ...
but is a bad system...!!i don't want the system...
i don't like the system...
this is Laureate group's system...
6 month per semester....
and one semester should take 7 to 8 subject...
is a stupid system right..!!!
then same as our secondary school study for PMR SPM...
so many subject....
then PMR n SPM can give up those subjects that you don't like...
but INTI u paid!!!can't give up any subjects...
if really change to this system i consider to change my college lohhh...
because this system is not like the college life...
i don't want back to secondary system...
stupid hell...
holiday become short...study day become long...subject should take more...time still long...

stop playing game

omg...
i have addicted in the game...
yesterday i have played that until 5am..!!
goshh....i should do my assignment in last night but i didn't...
played the game until 5am..!!!
started from 11 something i played...
shit lahh..
today woke up at 1.30pm...
after finish the things should do started played the game again..!!
until 3pm discuss assignment then go back room played again...
my assignment ahhh...
jiinz
next week and following week is due date le...
u should focus on your assignment...
not on the game..!!
why this semester you so lazy...
is because got one week holiday?!!
haiix...please hardworking a bit lahh...
csc test you totally gave up don study...
japanese test u didn't study then go to test...
why this semester u dare to be like this ahh...
shit lahhh...
stop playing anymore....ok...
i still can't promise myself for this...
cause when i promised a thing i will do that....

moon cake festival

today is mid-autumn festival...
moon cake festival...
have a legend is about this festival d....
got a girl called "change" she is staying on the mood with a rabbit called "yutu"
haha...

"houyi" was a powerful guy...
legend long time ago on the sky have 10 sun...
then this people used his bow and arrow shoot down 9 sun...
then the another sun scare le and hide it...
then "houyi" have found a wife called "change"
one day "houyi" met the Queen Mother of the West and get a pill for her...
anyone eat this pill can be god...
but "houyi" can't let go from his wife...
so asked his wife keep it...
one day "houyi" go for hunting...
then got a people go find "change" and want this pill...
she know cant fight v the ppl...
so she ate the pill and fly to the moon..

"change" have steal the pill form her "houyi"...
she ate the pill then become so light and fly to the moon...
"“嫦娥应悔偷灵药 碧海青天夜夜心"" "
is like this mahh...forgot jor...!!!

stupid msn

one month!!~
i have more than one month no log in for my messenger...
it always ask me to update to new version...
then i update lohh...
update failed ohhh...
why ahh...when can i on9 msn ahh...
arghhh...

stupid thing

the annoying things i promised to stop...
the consequence not as i want...
but i heard that i felt maybe im wrong...
haiix...don't talk those unhappy things....

today damn tired wished to skip the 1st class...
but i didn't do it...
because i have skipped once....
then the stupid fuck lecturer didn't take attendance...
what the...arghhh....
because tomorrow have student evaluation..
is evaluate the lecturer performance in class...
he want we give he a good evaluate...
then we make noise in class he also never say us...
if no evaluation~~wow...the fuck lecturer will said:
don't make me treat you all as the children and what what d...
ish...it just a sleepy class...

annoying things have stopped...
but today i still no mood in class...
csc class...
i keep repeating an action...
wrote and rubbed...
i don't know i have repeating this action how many times...
from the class started until the ended...
then mkt class i did the same thing....
waste my 4hrs class as this...
haiix...later still got test i haven't prepare yet...
what happened to me?!!!...

moody

my heart said:" he is paining...is vexing...is annoying..."
i asked:" why you will feel like this?"
this few day i don't know i'm happy or moody...
really don't know...
maybe this second i was smiled but next second was emo....
haiix...
i know the reason why...
but i don't know how to solve it...
i really hopeless...
and feel no one can help me...
why i will said like this...
i have been asked someone to help me....
but the people who help me also can't solve the problem...
im too overbearing...
i want the consequence as my wished....
the people who help me also felt difficult...
should i give up the consequence and desire other consequence...
but my heart will fell guilty...
why u want to make me so difficult...
haiix....
moody emo and sad...
i really don't know who can help me now...
seem the people can help me all are not stand at my side...
arghhhh....

nitez

adventure gathering night...
i felt that i can't do anythings...
just sat at the registration counter divided the group...
this easy task also made it so messy...
haiix!!!..
but it was a successful gathering night...
really not bad....
i hoped all the new member have enjoyed and have a fun night...

bday!!~~again??!!!
this was my 2nd times celebrate my birthday at bakery ohhh....
but this time have different people...
adventure club committee and selene veini and sze xian....
omg...really thanks for the present...
i really like it ahhh..
ADIDAS jacket...got the small R in the circle ohhh( learned in mkt cls)....
damn nice n cool....
thanks guy..~~~

it is purple lines...
not black!!

my b'day present~~!!

wow..PS2!!! was given by viinz n leiiz
thanks bro...love u..leiiz cannot love ad lahh...
levi's wallet...given by boz n xiongz...thanks bro...i love both of u too....


thanks i have a wonderful b'day night....love u all....especially the ps2 yahh....love u...

emo mood

today i was a bit emo...
why i become like this lehh....
was the called just now??...!!!
or the message i sent last night!!...
don't know lahh...
maybe i felt i have did something wrong...
guiltiness now~~!!!
am i wrong to did that...
when i was free my mind keep self-questioning...
thinking of that and other things....
haiix...
what a moody dayz...
what a moody night and the emo song...
made me become more emo and sad.....

playful week

tomorrow have to go back inti-uc lohh...
haiix...my suck day continue...~~
but really need to study hard lohh...
last whole never stay at home..
always go out until mid-night...
all ended ad~~

在乎

"会生一个人的气
就代表你很在乎他
但这生气却又不是讨厌对方的那种生气
而是太喜欢太在乎对方 却又不知道如何向对方表达自己的关心
才会生的气"~
有時候不是對方不在乎你
而是你把對方看得太重
那在这时候是不是该把对方看轻些了呢

20 d call

my 20 year old d 1st received call...
joey!!!
then was xiongz...
then was my bro...!!!!

my 20 year old d 1st missed call...
viinz...

my 20 year old d 1st call...
was my bro bahhh...
"not sure"

nomore teen

2o already...
so fast i have been to this world 20 years...
what have i did is can be proud...
haiiz...
no more teen!!!~~~
i have to change myself....
a new things in this year.....

bday wish n cake

msg that i received continue...
ahaw...unknown....zack...tianhao...baoni...yuetqi...shuhui...
peachbei...weizhang...eevan...unknown...kelvin...
then facebook and friendster lazy to mention lahhh...
someone that i expected no msg d people really didnt send any msg bless me....
sad....meiyan!!!!serene!!!ice!!!!
7up...until now i haven't received viinz d msg lehhh...
haiiz...quite sad and damn disappointed d...
i allowed them to cover back...
wait and see when can i get it ahhh...
!!!

today whole afternoon i was stay at home...
until 7pm went to dinner v my family...
at "bei jing lou"...
finished our dinner we went back then have a secret recipe's cake ohh...
haha...meimei damn happy d....


10pm i went to boz house..
because i had a hand made cake...
is made by liisaz...strawberry cheese cake....
damn super nice d...love u...
this was the 1st time my b'day have ppl made a cake for me ohhh...
this cake is made by liisaz...
omg..forgot to took yesterday d cake...
i have made 3 wish...
but pretend it as a joke...
because it won't realize...
a wish as a joke...!!!!!haiiz.....!!!

thanks to 7up...
092209 d o.ooam are ur all acc me....
092209 d 11.59pm also are ur all acc me...

bdaY

21st of sept
s3v3nUp help me celebrate my birthday and also help xiongz celebrate his belated birthday...
i not need to spend any expenses ohhh...
so happiness hope that always is my bday...
lolz...
go where played today...
we went to chafing dish...

then went to Jusco wanna to watch tsunami...
but FULL!!!!!
then continued went to sutera mall buy somethings...
after that went to a cafe that outside sutera mall...
INBOX cafe...
how to said!!!! this place quite good...
maybe my friends can go and try it...
i like the spicy chicken wings!!!!

then we go to"dazuiba" karaoke...
the services there not bad wohhh...
but just say a guy only lahhh...haha...really GOOD ahhh...

0.00am
happy birthday to me...
the 1st people bless me was my brother...
then is miki...
after that i received a call...is my dear joey...
after that is
bobz...apple...xiongz...juanjing...selene...darren...ginny..sis...ufongh...zixuan...meifong...sihui...
shirley(PLKN)...liwei...ahhai...saykhuan...kenny...guifeng...linz...weilun...catherine...veini...
unknow(SG no..i think was senz)...leiiz...

lets talk about my present...
i got a levis wallet and a ps2...
the ps2 i felt really want to scold people lahh...
ad no money le still spend lots money buy this....
haiyo...
but i really like it...because that was given by ur all....
i understood the reason y u gave me this...
thanks a lots my bro n "dear"...
love ur all...muackz...

the present i wished to get...
wanna to know...
1st is ur acc celebrate bday is ad a best present for me...
so not need any expensive present....(i got it ad)
2nd Addidas jacket...
my dream and i hope that i can achieve myself
3rd handphone...W995 o Idou...
4th DSLR

firebud

finally i gave them those present i brought....
hope your all really like the present...
because i got it very suffer d....
this was the pendrive i brought for saz..but now is belong to me!!!

this the present i gave saz...4 n 4GB pendrive total 8GB
this was the present i gave viinz...

love your all!!!

today viinz got his keyboard lohhh...
damn happy his looked...
looked really so happy...

20092009 was boz mum's birthday...
she invited us went to see firebug...
at kota tinggi...
this "baika" again did something "baika" people won't do d things...
walk in the dark..
firebug look as the light on Christmas tree...
shine and flash...
look so nice and romantic....
with boz family....
9car with 35 people...
damn much!!!!!....
we at there see rabbits turtle hamster and fish and BBQ...
we b people ate!!! what the!!!
we b people took!!! ==
they don care it was cooked or not...

こんいちわ

こんばんを
わたしわJINです
はじめまして
INTIこれじ　だいがく　の　がくせい　です
まれーしあ　じんです
こんご　とも　よろしく　おねがいします

dance?!!

aiyayaya....
this "bai ka" again did something that "baika" ppl cant do...
DANCE....!!!....
just now went to dance...
that is one of the performance in our ADV gathering night...
but i not really did well because the leg is not able to move smooth....

but but but...
today i went to Columbia Asia...
want to doctor fill up medical report...
then i asked the doctor...
when can i walk??...
he answer:" 6month lahh..."
i felt shock and huh...
he said because my fractured it's bad...
but normally people take 3month only ahhh...
can't understand....
i asked can i use one?!!
he say more one or two month lohh...
then i have nothing to ask he again....
i felt weird lahh....
y my friend can use one and slowly remove the crutches...
but me??!!!!....

exhibition week

exhibition week first day...
started recruiting new members...
i think it is quite good for the result today...
60people...!!!...
and i also don't care the image shout at there...
"ADVENTURE CLUB".....
before i did for the event committee...
i never shout for the events also....

eiii...
photography club at beside us...
i wish to join them...
but...but...but...
inconvenience now...
so sorry...

until now no other club make me wish to join them...
don't know Y...

tomorrow is exhibition week...
today most of the club will busy doing their own club's board...
included us also...ADV...
12pm we started to do our board...
we finished at 7p.m++...
no lunch at all....
hope the board will satisfy people...
and can have more people join us...

lazy to write

i really really admire myself...
disability to walk now still go here go there...
i went to lawyat this morning at KL...
is a shopping mall it sell about IT things....
i went there for what...???...
just buy present for someone...

i don't know today is what holiday or what the stupid date...
or today buy things not need to pay...
the people is damn much....
really suffer to go there....
haiiz...damn more staircase also....
at there asked about 20++shop all don't have the things i wanna to buy....
and the pendrive also out of stock already...
shit!!!....
finally i brought a mouse for someone...
and other type d pendrive for another someone ...
but but but but.....
i went to times square....
saw a very nice pendrive...
when i saw it i felt that she will like it....
then i never considered i brought it...
and brought 2...
then now got one more extra lohhh...
total i brought 3 pendrive in a day....
bankrupt today...
because that two present...
i used my saving d half....
but i hoped it is worth.....


THANKS shirley and selene....
accompany to kl still help me to took my things.....
thanks!!!

bzbzbz

started my adventure club's publicity job...
designed t-shirt...
now want to do the exhibition week's board...
luckily publicity got 4....
me...say khuan...struck...weixing...
and i felt im not qualify be a publicity...
because i really don't know how to draw...
all is say khuan and weixing do only...
struck is busy for he climbing event...
guilty ohhh...haiiz...
but i hope we can do it better...
is our 14th adventure's 1st exhibition mahhh....

it will be a busy week for next week...
started from this friday...
do board...exhibition week need to promote club...
test....case study...n so so so.....
i learned time management before...
but i never use that...
my messy time manage...
hope can do well...

skip csc today

opps...
am i too tired already?...
today got one 8am d class but i woke up and slept again...
so i cant attend the class...
is CSC2201....
a boring lecturer....
when in he class i also feel sleepy...
but why i skipped the class....
haiiz...guilty...
this is the 1st time i skipped class in this semester...
not counted with the 1st class...

090909

12a.m was passed...
today is 9th September year 2009...
in other form it's 090909...
this is a nice date hope it is a nice day also...
everything will follow the heart...




12a.m was passed...
that mean 080909 was passed...
liisaz d birthday also passed...
happy belated birthday at here....
are you happy today...are you satisfy your birthday...
i hoped it is....
love you...


12a.m was passed...
mean today is 090909...
viinz's birthday is coming....
i believed this is a special day for he...
still remember he emphasized this date before...
he said today will be his engagement day...lolz...
will you happy today...will you satisfying....
wish u will....
if you got celebrate on today....
very sorry that i can't attend it...
but in my heart wish u everything u wish will come true....
love you...
broever!!!..

again 12a.m was passed...
today leiiz want to dinner with viinz family....
hope everything is smooth and success....
hope u have a good condition there...
bless you...