Tuesday, September 23, 2014

emo

Happy Birthday to myself...
don't know why I dont feel like celebrate birthday...
is that because growth up already..?
or started feel the stress... 

Last time...I will emo about don't have a good celebration that I want...
I'll feel sad don't have presents...
but now...
I really hope this day won't be coming...
I don't want to have birthday..
I don't want to grow up..

25...!! 
this age really let me feel the stress...
no tittle in the career...
no career..
no money..
no car...
no house...
no girlfriend...
I have nothing at all...
HOW CAN I NOT STRESS ABOUT IT...!! 

Emo..!! moody...!! 
Birthday so what...
is just a day...
is just a day give me a reason to have a drink..

Future...!! 
what i can i have...

Sunday, August 31, 2014

hmnn

Quite a long time never touch my blog already...
is that because started working or maybe not that much of complain...?

Can consider this is my first job after graduated..
but am i in the right field...
totally not related with my study not required any qualification job...
feel wasted my 4years study time...

seriously I miss my study time now...
I miss those days without formal wear...
can color my hair in whatever colors...