Saturday, September 22, 2012

happy birthday to me..

 happy birthday to myself...
sound lonely isn't it...LOL
whats the different between birthday day and normal days ah....
for me...just facebook got more post and phone will have some sound...
start to feel so no meaning for birthday...
don't know why...!! 
wear so nice staying at home take picture...
this is how i past the very first moment when my birthday came...
planed to have some drinks...
but in the end cancel...
is this my first year staying at home no go out celebrate...?
wondering...can't recall...!! 

to be honest...
a bit emo for this birthday...
don know is emo cause birthday or birthday cause emo...
feel to drink till i drunk and forget everything....
i missing the time we celebrate in club...
boom boom shake shake...
how freedom life... 
but now i can't...
i can't play until early morning..
can't play until 6am back to room...

there are so many wishes are so difficult to come true..
but i wished it to come true...
it just a few simple wishes...
if wishes on the birthday really can realize...
im really sincere to make these wishes...
and hope it can come true...

Saturday, September 15, 2012

need diet

came back from Nilai around 4 months already...
what i really missing over there is my body weight...
came back till now i gained around 10kg...
omg...and i never ever fat like this....
  

this picture just angle problem...although it got V shape...still fat..!! 


help...SOS...
who can help me...
i really need diet badly...
i need slim down...
i want decrease my weight... 
i don't want fat fat face...big big tummy...

but i really got no time to do exercise if i got work...!! @@

Thursday, September 6, 2012

recent life

have been long long time no update this blog already...
is i become more mature or not that bored in life...?
or just because of lazy....

im officially graduated...
ended my 3 and the half years study life...
but the graduation convocation still have to wait until Nov...
and now i just simply wasting my time doing nothing can be say so...
working in family business...
looking job that was not related with my study...

to be honest...
i really don't like what i was study...
force myself to do so not because of myself...
im more prefer those unhealthy job..LOL
dealer...steward...bar tender....
but is difficult for me to looking for this kind of job.....

and now im just waiting my leg to recover...
take out the steel plate inside my leg...
only noticed it was 10mm x 38cm...
how long was it...LOL
now still using crutches walking..
without it im just a "bai ka" people...

quite miss the time spend with my dearest babies...
outing...shopping...trip...clubbing...and whatever things we done before...
hiking...climbing...waterfall...muar...clubssss...!! 
love you guys....!!