Wednesday, November 26, 2008

hope all will be fine

my heart crash...
can i say like this...
why still not recovery...
why i like don't know all the thing is how to be happened...
why will become like this...
not just a slight apoplexy...
why will always feel faint...
why no people help popo heard tat medicine is how to eat...
my heart really very pain now...
if i know will like this...
i wont come here study...
if i know that is not so slightly...
I'll go back on last Friday...

why a healthy person will suddenly apoplexy...
i really really very worry...
why look like disguise all the things don't let me know...
always say is nothing d...
that will make me more worry about it....

i like here...
cause nobody can see what i write on here...
nobody will know my mood is how now...

i hope all the things will be fine...
popo will recovery faster and faster....
don't have sick...
always healthy and happy........................................
hope this easy hope can be true...........

Monday, November 24, 2008

selene b'day


this is the present for Selene...



now is really Selene birthday's photo...
we go to oasis to celebrate selene birthday...
we go out on 11.30p.m...
before this i already go to see there got sell cake or not...
then i go bakery but a cake put at that cafe...
after that i go back school to meet them...
then go out together....
reach there start order lohhhh...
then until we want bill just take out the cake...
but we finish all the things...
one piece of cake is play d lohhh...
all people's face got cream....
selene is got more cream d people...
hehe...


happy birthday


take candle


the delicious cake...






other day we go 1U
walk walk....


birthday go 'wet' let police catch...haha


Sunday, November 23, 2008

..

this day we go to 1 utama...
I really want how to describe that place...
is big but nothing...
actually not nothing inside that shopping mall...
is noting can let we buy...
because is selene birthday...
so take some pic lahhh...
haha....
but this all is I...

i like this picture...
give a lonely feel...
alone....




another....
this also got feel...
but cant say out is what feel...
haha...


Monday, November 17, 2008

coca-cola

today in class we want saw a picture then came out a story...
what kind of story is came out from my brain......
i think all the story around sad...

my story is about...
one say a old man at a lonely street for walk....
he walk to a old style cafe...
he still memorize that memory in the cafe...
then he went in to the cafe...
start order....
he had order a coca-cola and a cup of expreeso coffee...
he spilled that coca-cola from the bottle to the cup with ice...
but he just drink the expresso coffee...
although tat coffee is bitter, he heart is sweet...
despite weather at outside is cold, he heart is warm...
he just saw the ice melting with the coca-cola...
saw and smile...
because that is the drink his lover like most .......

Sunday, November 16, 2008

伤心

我现在真的是没有心读书
听到阿婆中风的消息
我真的很想很想立刻马上的冲回家
是什么时候的事
为什么会这样
当我再打电话回家时
我强忍着眼泪
当我在吃饭时
我忍着不哭
但我真的很担心
虽然说好像是轻微的
但我听到现在每天去看医生
针灸
我的心好痛
无缘无故为什么中风啊
一定有原因的啊
我真的好像回家看看她
现在的心
好像装不下任何的事
好烦啊

你会没事的
会好的
姨婆也是中过风啊
现在不是比以前好
不好的过去了
好的就会来临了
你会没事的
会好的

我好希望有辆车哦
将我就能直接的晚上就驾车回去
为什么我没有早点知道
早知道我星期五就能回去了啊
听到你生病了
打电话回去知道你在睡觉
我还能去游泳
我真的是

Thursday, November 13, 2008

presentation

today was my first presentation in this semesters...
but i think this experience better forget it fast...
i don't know what I'm doing on the stage...
what i prepare suddenly missing...
my brain become blank...
cause this I prepare whole night...
sleep can't sleep...
but why my effort's outcome is like this...
why always eat skull...
so nervous so stress....
not the first on the stage but still nervous...
hope next time can be better...
i know next time will be nervous also...


Saturday, November 8, 2008

破晓的黑暗

原来天那么不知不觉地就破晓了
原本的昏暗
突然明亮
是不是在天破晓前的天空是最黑暗的
那世界呢
会明亮吗
时间流逝好快哦
只不过5集
天就破晓了
什么都没做到
越来越虚度了
忆实在干嘛的
越来的施加
却越来越不知所措
是疯了疯了睡不着
还是走路的低落
静止的失落
听歌的悲情
我快控制不住自己
负担太重的情绪
我不知道自己会做出什么
我想拒绝面对
但现实太残酷
规矩道理受制
天昏地暗
我疯了吗
疯言了吗
疯语了吗
禁止这一切





Thursday, November 6, 2008

无聊成语故事

有一天,当一只鸭与上一只鸡
那天开始了它们的友谊
它们俩总是达成不了共议
鸭认为鸡它总是以自己为中心
鸡却认为鸭总是讽刺它
它们达不了共议是因为
语言沟通
鸭:‘嘎嘎嘎嘎’
鸡却:“唧唧唧唧”
永远不明白对方的意思
这是左
却有的往右
这是东
却有的往西
一个好高骛远
一个原地踏步
一个是火
一个炼水
这是就是“鸡同鸭讲”
纵使鸭称赞鸡的好
鸡会认为是讽刺
这就是“对牛弹琴”
当鸡与鸭群在一起时
鸡会显得突出
脚不同
头不同
毛不同
知识不同
这就是“鹤立鸡群”

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

萧瑟的学校

刺骨的寒风带着细雨
它又夹带着艳阳
这情景让以是萧瑟的学校添加多一层的凄凉感
街上空空的
一个人的走着
是种享受宁静的感觉
享受
开始了
心却说他没了
门开了
它空了
静说它怀念了
却累了
而我呢
这不属于我要的一切
我的一切却给暂时搁浅
会有新的吗
为了目标
目标却不足明确
是目标它不明确还是我努力不足
人啊
既是如此的
更何况是人性多变
心啊
自己不了解
还要去捉摸其他针
看到了真面目
却要假装不清
越来越了解人
却对人越来越陌生
这是生存之道吗
还是社会必知之理
厌倦
厌腻
厌烦
厌恶