secret

I don't know how to express my mood now...?!
is just alike the weather outside...(raining)
or better than it...
i don't know how to explain it...
it's happy but i can't shout out...
just can hide into my heart...

wedding dinner

today went to wedding dinner with my colleagues...
but i really don't know how to go...
luckily someone can fetch so that i went to Austin and go with another colleague...
we are damn early to there...
actually got a bit hungry...= =
but we wait...
how know the tradition of chinese really so unneeded...
all were late...
the dinner should be started on 7p.m...
but it started on 9p.m...
can't understand...
then we started drinking with empty stomach...
start from the lower lever..
5% then come with 12% until the last is 40++%...
wow...
they all are so pro drinker i think....haha

this is their opening session...
mickey and minnie...
it's so cute....





pro drinker colleague....


they with bride...
this is ours branches' colleague...

DSLR

I'm thinking to have a DSLR camera...
plan to buy it but i don't know which model should i buy...
haiix...
should i buy the cheapest one...
what in my mind is this camera not only can use for one year....
it might have 2-3 years live...
if i buy a cheapest price one i will feel regretted...
buy expensive one i don't have enough money...
because it's really a luxury item for me...
what should i do?!
put this plan aside or continue thinking of it...
i really hope i can have one and bring it to any places where i am...
i really hope that the camera got your picture...
i want the feel of satisfaction when see the picture taken by me...
i want...
but it's not affordable for me...
how how how...
who can tell me what should i do?!!!!!

internal supervisor came

internal supervisor came visited my company already...
but but...
my external supervisor was not there...
so don't know how to handle it...
i thought he want to find company supervisor only...
but how know he want interview with me 1st...
luckily i got some idea in my mind what he might be asked...
i feel im so fake..
all my answer was like government talk...
so positive talking...omg...
even i felt that how was my lecturer thought?!...

my supervisor still not come back..
so that he interviewed with my colleague who worked with me always...
although no ask so much...
but her answer is all truth lahh...
no any fake....

he said i don't know everything...
don't know how to go to my company....
don't know my supervisor is who...
but i really not so familiar with JB road...

movie movie movie

few months have no watch movie...
yesterday went to watch Hp7 with my gang 7up...

harry potter and the deathly hallows part1...
after watched feel quite disappointed...
because its not step into the main..
talking story...
a long long story...
don't know is a missed the last ep so felt that this ep is quite strange for me...
but then felt happy to watch movie...
because we have long long time no watch movie already...
hope we can go swimming next time...

quite special for us this time...
because the seats were different...
we brought couple seat...
s3v3nUp with couple seat...
how to match it?!!
senz have no followed us to watch this movie...
so we got 6 people...
then MM FF and MM to fixed the couple seat...lol
actually is worth lahh...
pay more RM1 to enjoy bigger seat...

i watched another nice movie on PPS...


"Taare Zameen Par"
it's a india movie...
direct translate from chinese to english the name is called as the stars on the Earth...
the story is talking about a 9 years old kid...
have the problem on recognize words...
and let his parent and teachers felt so angry...
and he parent sent he to another school which is far from the house...
he met a good teacher and know he got this problem and discover his talent...
is quite touch to see the relationship between the teacher and the kid...
especially the last scene...

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step into Nov...
my intern life still got 2months...!!
should i feel happy?!
if it ended i have to go back to the jungle and start the boring life there....
but my clubbing life will be alive...haha..
from sept until now...
i felt that i really really fat lotssssss.....
how?! how can i solve this problem...
how can i diet?!
how how how...
i need exercise but i don't have partner here...
haiiiiiiiiix....

fat oil pimples can go away and stay far far away from me...
i not need u all..!!
i want young dont wan pimples...
21st years old...
can only my face look alike when i was from3-5
no pimples on the face..
now everyday when i got work next day i will sleep damn early...
but why cant solve the pimples...
and its even getting worse?! haiiix...
who can help me...