bad experience

this is the 1st time i taken the post beside than program master and publicity...
i was deal with alan i will become the OC for this semester gathering night which is combined with leo club...
so im the adv representative~!!!
but now i quite regretted that i deal it with he....

after we have lots of discussed...
decided leo's representative as the OC for the night...
so im the VOC...
actually i don't know what have i did..
and i don't know what am i doing....
haiix...
i feel im quite failure...

tomorrow is our gathering night already...
opps...should be today...
is over 12am now....
hope it will be a very successful gathering night...
hope all of out effort wont b wasted..
hope everything will be smooth and it's a windy night...~!!!!!
not any unpredicted things happen...
god bless it....

actually after be the OC represented adv...
i really feel disappointed lohhh...
as what someone told me her heart was disanimation...
why leo can like all their committees was incharge in gathering night...
why adv when u ask they can be the committee or not they will said don't want to be the committees....
then still got those irresponsible things happened....
when we was find the utensil for both clubs...
asked who was kept it they can don't know...
then asked again they can said:"ohhh~got kept some..."
then asked those who are incharge for keeping...
can said didn't recieved any utensil last time...
but got people said was gave he...
then asked others then people said:" the one who said no kept any utensil d people gave he ad..."
damn fuck right...
then why someone have deal with it be the committees then when meeting they can be lost...
even when our last meeting....
still can said like is already attended the meeting just now...
so won't go to dance practice...
then briefing for that night still have to go invited them to come...
was invited and invited and invited...
as they are the super stars...
still got people can don't want to pick up the phone call....
really very disappointed lohhh...
feel im begging for them...
fuck it...
if im not the VOC i see i will begged for people...
i really felt that our members is not really unity...
still like a sheet of loose sand...
then should run all the department booked board~tables~chairs~stages~spotlight~mic~PA system and those fucking trouble things...
and the stupid INSO projector...
intima...SAO...INSO...BNG...
and what damn depatment lahh...
even i got my secretary to help me...
but something still go do with her...
worry that she got too much of task to do....



am i a VOC or secretary...
i really don't know this should be whose job...
but i felt really enough lohhh...
i asked remember to send msg to all the new members...
but secretart said the hp is our club secretary take it...
then i asked club secretary to send the messages...
then she said is not send by her ahh...~!!
shit lahh...
sent by myself is better...
typed 207 numbers...~!!!
my eyes blur already...
finished sent msg too all the members my hp ad broke...
then still have to send email and updated facebook post...
im the club publicity or club PR and secretary ahhh...


but i still very appreciated for those who really put effort to help me...
i got eyes i can see it...
really thanks...
and all leo club committees...
cause they really done their task as well as possible....

publicity work~!!