21st

ermm...
my 21st birthday coming soon...
should happy or sad lehh?!
happy because i become bigger and should be more mature already..
can enter casino and gamble legally..
sad~ is because i old already...
really getting older...
still no money no girlfriend no power....
no car no house no anything...!!
some people 21st got their own car and own business...!!
but my 21st year old still is a student....
what a miserable life ahh...
haiix...!!

my future look like how?!
what should i do in my future..
what is my ambition...
like lose my direction...!!
haiix