hope all will be fine

my heart crash...
can i say like this...
why still not recovery...
why i like don't know all the thing is how to be happened...
why will become like this...
not just a slight apoplexy...
why will always feel faint...
why no people help popo heard tat medicine is how to eat...
my heart really very pain now...
if i know will like this...
i wont come here study...
if i know that is not so slightly...
I'll go back on last Friday...

why a healthy person will suddenly apoplexy...
i really really very worry...
why look like disguise all the things don't let me know...
always say is nothing d...
that will make me more worry about it....

i like here...
cause nobody can see what i write on here...
nobody will know my mood is how now...

i hope all the things will be fine...
popo will recovery faster and faster....
don't have sick...
always healthy and happy........................................
hope this easy hope can be true...........

selene b'day

this is the present for Selene...



now is really Selene birthday's photo...
we go to oasis to celebrate selene birthday...
we go out on 11.30p.m...
before this i already go to see there got sell cake or not...
then i go bakery but a cake put at that cafe...
after that i go back school to meet them...
then go out together....
reach there start order lohhhh...
then until we want bill just take out the cake...
but we finish all the things...
one piece of cake is play d lohhh...
all people's face got cream....
selene is got more cream d people...
hehe...


happy birthday


take candle


the delicious cake...






other day we go 1U
walk walk....


birthday go 'wet' let police catch...haha

..

this day we go to 1 utama...
I really want how to describe that place...
is big but nothing...
actually not nothing inside that shopping mall...
is noting can let we buy...
because is selene birthday...
so take some pic lahhh...
haha....
but this all is I...

i like this picture...
give a lonely feel...
alone....




another....
this also got feel...
but cant say out is what feel...
haha...

coca-cola

today in class we want saw a picture then came out a story...
what kind of story is came out from my brain......
i think all the story around sad...

my story is about...
one say a old man at a lonely street for walk....
he walk to a old style cafe...
he still memorize that memory in the cafe...
then he went in to the cafe...
start order....
he had order a coca-cola and a cup of expreeso coffee...
he spilled that coca-cola from the bottle to the cup with ice...
but he just drink the expresso coffee...
although tat coffee is bitter, he heart is sweet...
despite weather at outside is cold, he heart is warm...
he just saw the ice melting with the coca-cola...
saw and smile...
because that is the drink his lover like most .......

伤心

我现在真的是没有心读书
听到阿婆中风的消息
我真的很想很想立刻马上的冲回家
是什么时候的事
为什么会这样
当我再打电话回家时
我强忍着眼泪
当我在吃饭时
我忍着不哭
但我真的很担心
虽然说好像是轻微的
但我听到现在每天去看医生
针灸
我的心好痛
无缘无故为什么中风啊
一定有原因的啊
我真的好像回家看看她
现在的心
好像装不下任何的事
好烦啊

你会没事的
会好的
姨婆也是中过风啊
现在不是比以前好
不好的过去了
好的就会来临了
你会没事的
会好的

我好希望有辆车哦
将我就能直接的晚上就驾车回去
为什么我没有早点知道
早知道我星期五就能回去了啊
听到你生病了
打电话回去知道你在睡觉
我还能去游泳
我真的是

presentation

today was my first presentation in this semesters...
but i think this experience better forget it fast...
i don't know what I'm doing on the stage...
what i prepare suddenly missing...
my brain become blank...
cause this I prepare whole night...
sleep can't sleep...
but why my effort's outcome is like this...
why always eat skull...
so nervous so stress....
not the first on the stage but still nervous...
hope next time can be better...
i know next time will be nervous also...

破晓的黑暗

原来天那么不知不觉地就破晓了

原本的昏暗

突然明亮

是不是在天破晓前的天空是最黑暗的

那世界呢

会明亮吗

时间流逝好快哦

只不过5集

天就破晓了

什么都没做到

越来越虚度了

咳

忆实在干嘛的

越来的施加

却越来越不知所措

是疯了疯了睡不着

还是走路的低落

静止的失落

听歌的悲情

我快控制不住自己

负担太重的情绪

我不知道自己会做出什么

我想拒绝面对

但现实太残酷

规矩道理受制

天昏地暗

我疯了吗

疯言了吗
疯语了吗
禁止这一切

无聊成语故事

有一天，当一只鸭与上一只鸡

那天开始了它们的友谊

它们俩总是达成不了共议

鸭认为鸡它总是以自己为中心

鸡却认为鸭总是讽刺它

它们达不了共议是因为

语言沟通

鸭：‘嘎嘎嘎嘎’

鸡却：“唧唧唧唧”

永远不明白对方的意思

这是左

却有的往右

这是东

却有的往西

一个好高骛远

一个原地踏步

一个是火

一个炼水

这是就是“鸡同鸭讲”

纵使鸭称赞鸡的好

鸡会认为是讽刺

这就是“对牛弹琴”

当鸡与鸭群在一起时

鸡会显得突出

脚不同

头不同

毛不同

知识不同

这就是“鹤立鸡群”

萧瑟的学校

刺骨的寒风带着细雨

它又夹带着艳阳

这情景让以是萧瑟的学校添加多一层的凄凉感

街上空空的

一个人的走着

是种享受宁静的感觉

享受

开始了

心却说他没了

门开了

它空了

静说它怀念了

却累了

而我呢

这不属于我要的一切

我的一切却给暂时搁浅

会有新的吗

为了目标

目标却不足明确

是目标它不明确还是我努力不足

人啊

既是如此的

更何况是人性多变

心啊

自己不了解

还要去捉摸其他针

看到了真面目

却要假装不清
越来越了解人
却对人越来越陌生

这是生存之道吗

还是社会必知之理

厌倦

厌腻

厌烦

厌恶