hate it..!!

i hate myself..!!

i hate my life now...

why i can't do what i had promised to myself...

this is how boring that college life is...

how can i change myself...

change my life...

change my mind...

change everything...

can i be not who i am...

can i have a new brand of me...

really feel very tired for the life now...

hope time can move faster...

i want to get off the study life as fast as possible...

please...!!!

i just want to pass all my subject and finish my course...

let this end soon...!!

long long time no go back to my sweet home...

after leaving house...

we just know how sweet and how warm it is...

although you might not always stay at home...

when you near with it you can feel it...

that's why i cannot feel it now...

sometime really feel i am not a good son...

i don't know what exactly happened in my house..

i never ever call to them and ask them how was them...!!

haiix...