pressure

annoying...!!!
study study and studies...!!!
study really is a annoying stuff ...
now i really hate it...

why my sis can choose whether she want to study or want to work...
why i must study..?!!!
study really is a big big big expenses...
some more im not really good in study...
just can force myself to study...
just now sat for STA test...
i really was study it whole night...
then i went to library did my revision whole afternoon...
i still can don't know how to do the test...
really disappointed on me...
haiix...

tomorrow still got 2test...
enl and eco...
i really don't know how to study for enl...
so i give up it no study for this subject..
not i give up because this subject have no a fixed thing to study...
it's so wide...!!!
don't know where to catch...
eco...studing...!!!
tiring!!! boring!!!
even im learned before...
but what i learned i forgot already lahhh...
fuck...


i change my laptop's desktop...
from black change to a pic...
this is what i put on my desktop now...
so bright...!!!
really miss the time when we was together...
because the time i can forgot all the pressure...
put down all the burden...
it's very simple d happy...
why life must so complicated...
is people make life complicated or life make people complicated ahhh....