crystal hill???

today go to the crystal hill...
and last night just slept about 1 hour only...
when we get going that crystal hill the sky already not nice...
start raining,but just a while...
when we reach there TAR college the rain already stop...
we at TAR college waiting some people...
then we continue our journey...
when we arrive there the rain still stop...
so we start climb that hill on 6.45++...
but when we start climbing...
start raining again...
but there decided continue climb...
then we continue...

that is dangerous...
rain is heavily...
the stone is start wet...
we climb not until half...
that place already no tree...
we see that lighting...
heard the thunder...
sit at that empty place...
still can see that night piece...
that thunder such as beside we....

then we just go down go tree's place...
to avoid rain...
but the rain is really heavily...
we decide give up it....
because is very dangerous...

this is my second time climb hill...
that 1st time is raining...
2nd time still same...
really disappoint...
when climb this crystal hill...
my eyes start come in the rainwater help me wash my contact lens...
we is all wet...
at that empty place 'enjoy' that cool air...
damn cool...

I hate it....
cant go there take picture...
haha...
because scare my hp spoil...
but now...
it still got problem...
unlucky ahhh...

no ppl will help u...effort bahhh...

people is study...
I'm study also...
but why what study I study can't go into my brain...
why people can easily to understand...
but I use 3 day study that is nothing....
CFP....
why i take this course...
why i choose Inti...
stay at JB then can effort with vinz and leiiz lohhh...

I missed what we do in secondary school...
we study at super together...
we cheat when exam...
we go here and there together....

but at here I just can think...
how can i improve my English...
how can i study hard...
how can i pass in final exam..
English is the most important things in college...
regret why don't always waste time don't go Cambridge...

haiiz...
boz go to PJcad already...
can meet he...
but now i really not free...
more 2 week lahhh...
when i finish this test 1st...

boring life

so fast the 2 day holiday end already...
short semester got 1 week break...
but short semester??
2 day Raya holiday only...
haiiz...

unfair...
this can care nothing about...
the most unfair thing is...
when short semester is break...
in school's shop more is closed...
in this semester break not only the short sem student break only...
some long sem student also apply leave...
envy...

tomorrow the holiday is end...
just 2hour class...
that stupid thing don't want cancel the class...
many lecturer already cancel class...
but that stupid person...
haiiz...

hapiiz b'day

曾经听说大部分人在19岁生日时阴历和农历会是同一天
因为每19年会是个循环
今天的922也是823
19年前的今天我还是个不知世事的婴孩
无忧无虑
想哭就哭
想笑就笑
如今我还会像当初吗
不可能
我认知这世界是什么样子了
学会保护自己
学会我所会的一切了

回顾这19年
我真的好像都一事无成
半途而废
真的很累啊
咳

我真的很想很想你们
曾经陪我度过的朋友
无论是7
同班不同班的
这是个很特别的生日
没有家人陪伴
没有你们在身边

祝我生日快乐
每年会为自己定下个愿望
但我觉得今年的愿望好难达成哦
不是个简单任务

stupid lecturer

2day reli super angry d...
tat don noe wat stupid SHAK...
stupid lecturer...
don noe is wat ppl d...
type notes oso can many worng....
wrong data...
wrong ans...
stupid....
asking he y tat EX at here...
bt on tat broad is at other place d ....
walao...
tat stupid lecturer said i no listening wat he say ohhhh....
i wan scold tat stupid ppl le d...
bt i cant....
coz my test my assignment all under he...
if i scold he...
he muz alwayz make tin difficult 2 me d...
including my assignment work...
my mark...
super angry ahhhh....

i don noe y he can teaching math ohhh....
stupid until at infront do ques nid we help he 2 count....
n said ur muz count...
coz i don hv calculator...
if gt experience d lecturer hw cum nid calculator ahhhh...
stupid .......

count math ques at infront oso can wrong...
can check 3rd time still cant c wer he wrong...
finally juz said....
ohhhh....
no simply it...
stupid...
o can do wrong then say mayb i gt mistake...
let we check againz....
willie gd than he lahhhh...........

i reli don noe hw cum he can b a lecturer...
reli don noe y tat sch will employ a stupid lecturer...
if still let he teach mayb we can don noe y we will fail in math ahhhh...
better try weself...
waiting he we all will die ahhh...
tat stupid SHAK....

无言得快疯了

那无形又渐渐的凝聚在一起了…
在预谋着什么吗…
它的凝聚让我周围的氧气瞬间减少…
还是空气中的二氧化碳多了啊…
在这一刻你的凝聚…
是要表示什么吗…
要施压什么啊…
难道生活中多余的你一定要插上一脚吗…
这凝聚起来的无形压力…
比上次的更强烈…
这一切都是自找的…
自己给自己的…

逃不了的逃生仓…
谁不在逃离…
而我却在摸黑摸索着…
摸不着我要的那出口…
选择了另个出口是对的吗…
在寻觅出口中...
这逃生仓中的空气越来越稀薄…
在这封闭的空间里…
我快迷失了自己….
会不会哪天这里面的氧气被剥夺完了…
要抱着脖子窒息而死呢…

我可以画一个圈…
但该怎么样跳出这自己设下的圈…
是该画另一个圈…
让自己进入另一个圈…
还是要停留在两个圈圈当中的空间…