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Happy Birthday to myself...

don't know why I dont feel like celebrate birthday...

is that because growth up already..?

or started feel the stress... 

Last time...I will emo about don't have a good celebration that I want...

I'll feel sad don't have presents...

but now...

I really hope this day won't be coming...

I don't want to have birthday..

I don't want to grow up..

25...!! 

this age really let me feel the stress...

no tittle in the career...

no career..

no money..

no car...

no house...

no girlfriend...

I have nothing at all...

HOW CAN I NOT STRESS ABOUT IT...!! 

Emo..!! moody...!! 

Birthday so what...

is just a day...

is just a day give me a reason to have a drink..

Future...!! 

what i can i have...

hmnn

Quite a long time never touch my blog already...

is that because started working or maybe not that much of complain...?

Can consider this is my first job after graduated..

but am i in the right field...

totally not related with my study not required any qualification job...

feel wasted my 4years study time...

seriously I miss my study time now...

I miss those days without formal wear...

can color my hair in whatever colors...