moody

my heart said:" he is paining...is vexing...is annoying..."
i asked:" why you will feel like this?"
this few day i don't know i'm happy or moody...
really don't know...
maybe this second i was smiled but next second was emo....
haiix...
i know the reason why...
but i don't know how to solve it...
i really hopeless...
and feel no one can help me...
why i will said like this...
i have been asked someone to help me....
but the people who help me also can't solve the problem...
im too overbearing...
i want the consequence as my wished....
the people who help me also felt difficult...
should i give up the consequence and desire other consequence...
but my heart will fell guilty...
why u want to make me so difficult...
haiix....
moody emo and sad...
i really don't know who can help me now...
seem the people can help me all are not stand at my side...
arghhhh....

nitez

adventure gathering night...
i felt that i can't do anythings...
just sat at the registration counter divided the group...
this easy task also made it so messy...
haiix!!!..
but it was a successful gathering night...
really not bad....
i hoped all the new member have enjoyed and have a fun night...

bday!!~~again??!!!
this was my 2nd times celebrate my birthday at bakery ohhh....
but this time have different people...
adventure club committee and selene veini and sze xian....
omg...really thanks for the present...
i really like it ahhh..
ADIDAS jacket...got the small R in the circle ohhh( learned in mkt cls)....
damn nice n cool....
thanks guy..~~~

it is purple lines...
not black!!

my b'day present~~!!

wow..PS2!!! was given by viinz n leiiz
thanks bro...love u..leiiz cannot love ad lahh...
levi's wallet...given by boz n xiongz...thanks bro...i love both of u too....


thanks i have a wonderful b'day night....love u all....especially the ps2 yahh....love u...

emo mood

today i was a bit emo...
why i become like this lehh....
was the called just now??...!!!
or the message i sent last night!!...
don't know lahh...
maybe i felt i have did something wrong...
guiltiness now~~!!!
am i wrong to did that...
when i was free my mind keep self-questioning...
thinking of that and other things....
haiix...
what a moody dayz...
what a moody night and the emo song...
made me become more emo and sad.....

playful week

tomorrow have to go back inti-uc lohh...
haiix...my suck day continue...~~
but really need to study hard lohh...
last whole never stay at home..
always go out until mid-night...
all ended ad~~

在乎

"会生一个人的气
就代表你很在乎他
但这生气却又不是讨厌对方的那种生气
而是太喜欢太在乎对方 却又不知道如何向对方表达自己的关心
才会生的气"~
有時候不是對方不在乎你
而是你把對方看得太重
那在这时候是不是该把对方看轻些了呢

20 d call

my 20 year old d 1st received call...
joey!!!
then was xiongz...
then was my bro...!!!!

my 20 year old d 1st missed call...
viinz...

my 20 year old d 1st call...
was my bro bahhh...
"not sure"

nomore teen

2o already...
so fast i have been to this world 20 years...
what have i did is can be proud...
haiiz...
no more teen!!!~~~
i have to change myself....
a new things in this year.....

bday wish n cake

msg that i received continue...
ahaw...unknown....zack...tianhao...baoni...yuetqi...shuhui...
peachbei...weizhang...eevan...unknown...kelvin...
then facebook and friendster lazy to mention lahhh...
someone that i expected no msg d people really didnt send any msg bless me....
sad....meiyan!!!!serene!!!ice!!!!
7up...until now i haven't received viinz d msg lehhh...
haiiz...quite sad and damn disappointed d...
i allowed them to cover back...
wait and see when can i get it ahhh...
!!!

today whole afternoon i was stay at home...
until 7pm went to dinner v my family...
at "bei jing lou"...
finished our dinner we went back then have a secret recipe's cake ohh...
haha...meimei damn happy d....


10pm i went to boz house..
because i had a hand made cake...
is made by liisaz...strawberry cheese cake....
damn super nice d...love u...
this was the 1st time my b'day have ppl made a cake for me ohhh...
this cake is made by liisaz...
omg..forgot to took yesterday d cake...
i have made 3 wish...
but pretend it as a joke...
because it won't realize...
a wish as a joke...!!!!!haiiz.....!!!

thanks to 7up...
092209 d o.ooam are ur all acc me....
092209 d 11.59pm also are ur all acc me...

bdaY

21st of sept
s3v3nUp help me celebrate my birthday and also help xiongz celebrate his belated birthday...
i not need to spend any expenses ohhh...
so happiness hope that always is my bday...
lolz...
go where played today...
we went to chafing dish...

then went to Jusco wanna to watch tsunami...
but FULL!!!!!
then continued went to sutera mall buy somethings...
after that went to a cafe that outside sutera mall...
INBOX cafe...
how to said!!!! this place quite good...
maybe my friends can go and try it...
i like the spicy chicken wings!!!!

then we go to"dazuiba" karaoke...
the services there not bad wohhh...
but just say a guy only lahhh...haha...really GOOD ahhh...

0.00am
happy birthday to me...
the 1st people bless me was my brother...
then is miki...
after that i received a call...is my dear joey...
after that is
bobz...apple...xiongz...juanjing...selene...darren...ginny..sis...ufongh...zixuan...meifong...sihui...
shirley(PLKN)...liwei...ahhai...saykhuan...kenny...guifeng...linz...weilun...catherine...veini...
unknow(SG no..i think was senz)...leiiz...

lets talk about my present...
i got a levis wallet and a ps2...
the ps2 i felt really want to scold people lahh...
ad no money le still spend lots money buy this....
haiyo...
but i really like it...because that was given by ur all....
i understood the reason y u gave me this...
thanks a lots my bro n "dear"...
love ur all...muackz...

the present i wished to get...
wanna to know...
1st is ur acc celebrate bday is ad a best present for me...
so not need any expensive present....(i got it ad)
2nd Addidas jacket...
my dream and i hope that i can achieve myself
3rd handphone...W995 o Idou...
4th DSLR

firebud

finally i gave them those present i brought....
hope your all really like the present...
because i got it very suffer d....
this was the pendrive i brought for saz..but now is belong to me!!!

this the present i gave saz...4 n 4GB pendrive total 8GB
this was the present i gave viinz...

love your all!!!

today viinz got his keyboard lohhh...
damn happy his looked...
looked really so happy...

20092009 was boz mum's birthday...
she invited us went to see firebug...
at kota tinggi...
this "baika" again did something "baika" people won't do d things...
walk in the dark..
firebug look as the light on Christmas tree...
shine and flash...
look so nice and romantic....
with boz family....
9car with 35 people...
damn much!!!!!....
we at there see rabbits turtle hamster and fish and BBQ...
we b people ate!!! what the!!!
we b people took!!! ==
they don care it was cooked or not...

こんいちわ

こんばんを
わたしわJINです
はじめまして
INTIこれじ　だいがく　の　がくせい　です
まれーしあ　じんです
こんご　とも　よろしく　おねがいします

dance?!!

aiyayaya....
this "bai ka" again did something that "baika" ppl cant do...
DANCE....!!!....
just now went to dance...
that is one of the performance in our ADV gathering night...
but i not really did well because the leg is not able to move smooth....

but but but...
today i went to Columbia Asia...
want to doctor fill up medical report...
then i asked the doctor...
when can i walk??...
he answer:" 6month lahh..."
i felt shock and huh...
he said because my fractured it's bad...
but normally people take 3month only ahhh...
can't understand....
i asked can i use one?!!
he say more one or two month lohh...
then i have nothing to ask he again....
i felt weird lahh....
y my friend can use one and slowly remove the crutches...
but me??!!!!....

exhibition week

exhibition week first day...
started recruiting new members...
i think it is quite good for the result today...
60people...!!!...
and i also don't care the image shout at there...
"ADVENTURE CLUB".....
before i did for the event committee...
i never shout for the events also....

eiii...
photography club at beside us...
i wish to join them...
but...but...but...
inconvenience now...
so sorry...

until now no other club make me wish to join them...
don't know Y...

tomorrow is exhibition week...
today most of the club will busy doing their own club's board...
included us also...ADV...
12pm we started to do our board...
we finished at 7p.m++...
no lunch at all....
hope the board will satisfy people...
and can have more people join us...

lazy to write

i really really admire myself...
disability to walk now still go here go there...
i went to lawyat this morning at KL...
is a shopping mall it sell about IT things....
i went there for what...???...
just buy present for someone...

i don't know today is what holiday or what the stupid date...
or today buy things not need to pay...
the people is damn much....
really suffer to go there....
haiiz...damn more staircase also....
at there asked about 20++shop all don't have the things i wanna to buy....
and the pendrive also out of stock already...
shit!!!....
finally i brought a mouse for someone...
and other type d pendrive for another someone ...
but but but but.....
i went to times square....
saw a very nice pendrive...
when i saw it i felt that she will like it....
then i never considered i brought it...
and brought 2...
then now got one more extra lohhh...
total i brought 3 pendrive in a day....
bankrupt today...
because that two present...
i used my saving d half....
but i hoped it is worth.....


THANKS shirley and selene....
accompany to kl still help me to took my things.....
thanks!!!

bzbzbz

started my adventure club's publicity job...
designed t-shirt...
now want to do the exhibition week's board...
luckily publicity got 4....
me...say khuan...struck...weixing...
and i felt im not qualify be a publicity...
because i really don't know how to draw...
all is say khuan and weixing do only...
struck is busy for he climbing event...
guilty ohhh...haiiz...
but i hope we can do it better...
is our 14th adventure's 1st exhibition mahhh....

it will be a busy week for next week...
started from this friday...
do board...exhibition week need to promote club...
test....case study...n so so so.....
i learned time management before...
but i never use that...
my messy time manage...
hope can do well...

skip csc today

opps...
am i too tired already?...
today got one 8am d class but i woke up and slept again...
so i cant attend the class...
is CSC2201....
a boring lecturer....
when in he class i also feel sleepy...
but why i skipped the class....
haiiz...guilty...
this is the 1st time i skipped class in this semester...
not counted with the 1st class...

090909

12a.m was passed...
today is 9th September year 2009...
in other form it's 090909...
this is a nice date hope it is a nice day also...
everything will follow the heart...




12a.m was passed...
that mean 080909 was passed...
liisaz d birthday also passed...
happy belated birthday at here....
are you happy today...are you satisfy your birthday...
i hoped it is....
love you...


12a.m was passed...
mean today is 090909...
viinz's birthday is coming....
i believed this is a special day for he...
still remember he emphasized this date before...
he said today will be his engagement day...lolz...
will you happy today...will you satisfying....
wish u will....
if you got celebrate on today....
very sorry that i can't attend it...
but in my heart wish u everything u wish will come true....
love you...
broever!!!..

again 12a.m was passed...
today leiiz want to dinner with viinz family....
hope everything is smooth and success....
hope u have a good condition there...
bless you...

klang trip~~

i said....

this "bai ka" people really very know to jalan-jalan lohh...
can woke up on 7.30am...
8.30am went to Klang from inti...
the reason is because want to taste Klang "bak ku teh" ....

never see a "bai ka" people go here go there and do this do that d....
after we have eaten klang "bak ku teh" we went to say khuan's house...

is the time to shared present...
kenney brought from Thailand~!!!! was a cute small pig...
then we went to the most "big" Jusco in malaysia..
but not sure whether that is the most bigger one o other place....
somebody said is klang...some said not....
whatever~our purpose not for visited the bigger Jusco...
just want to K-song and watch movie....
1st we brought the ticket and froce juan jing to watch with us together....
after that we went to green box....
room 50 damn lousy speaker...
damn sick food...
pasta will stick at your teeth...
and the sticky fried rice...
the most delicious was the salad's tomato~~!!!!....
the movie we watched was final destination 4...
the commet i gave for this movie was BORING...
no any horror or disgusting scene...
just died from the star to the end!~...

after that we went to a temple at klang...
really was a big temple and nice decorated....



this was the 1st time went to klang...
p/s: really must thanks to kenny and ahchua provided car and fetch us...thank you!!!

how to decided my future study

those annoyed things settle already...
temporary not need to annoy anymore...
enrolled...
what i choose...how i decided...
i hesitated IB and FIN...
then before i want to use the coin to decide...
i asked peach about FIN...
but still don't know how to choose...
she suggested me the same method...==!!
head is IB...tail is FIN...
study STA too much already...
probability~tree diagram~always coins...
but if i use this method to choose what i want to study...
i will throw and throw and throw....
it never be end...

finally i do it but not did by me...
i found down 6 paper..
wrote 6 people name...
then i random choose one...
asked the people help me to throw the coin...
this morning i received the result...
it was head...
so enrolled IB....
it sound as play game...
but both is my choice just can choose one...

inti

i in inti already....
before i came back inti i went to see doctor...
doctor said i still can't walk without crutches....
sad =(
i thought vei ni can le...
then i maybe also can already...
but~~~~....!!!!

disability people cant do a lot of things...
i came back inti...
the first thing i did was clean my room...
really inconvenience...
to clean it...
i try to take the clean the floor...
because is too dusty...
but the water was difficult to take lohh...
haiiz...
2 month at here..
i regretted to come back...
haiiz

continue

finally the decision come out...
i decided to continue already...
i asked my best friends and buddy...
and at the last i wished to let my buddy to decided whether i want to stay or go...
but they hesitate don't know give me what answer...
if they say u stop lahhh....i'll stop...
if they say continue...i'll also continue....
but they didnt give any answer...
then i follow my own answer lahh...
everything was kept and prepared...
but i still hesitate what course...!!!!!