back inti

so fast my holiday ended...
come back inti already....
5.3o a.m started car...
9 a.m reach here....

cant stick with 7up already...
really need to wait our "mission impossible trip"
or see which Saturday go back JB lohhh....

i have enrolled....
this time i really can choose the timetable....
hope the lecturer is better than last semester...
more responsible more funny more skill more expert....
and Friday class until 12pm only...
that's mean i can go back early...
not need to wait 8.30pm d bus....
haha....

spechless

cool down think...
this the result....
i don't have any authority to change it...
what can i do now...
cry???
angry???
sad???
scold???
even i did anything i cant change this fact....
i just can accept it...
don think too much...
don't cause this thing sad again...
do it well it the next sem

result released

the final result just released...
why i so fast come to blogger....
because i really feel sad now....

is it the final result...
then what the meaning to me...
how many night i didn't sleep...
got the result like this....
why i need to sacrifice my sleeping time....
am i so stupid...

If this kind of result let those who had sponsor me study know...
how will they reaction....
i think all will very disappointed...
include my parents....
spend so many money to me...
then get the result like this....

i really try my best to did it...
but why the ENL still can get C....
that stupid lecturer....
didn't released the coursework marks...

go bck secondary sch

i went back to school took my SPM sijil....
i really realize that why "they" can do everything with inefficient...
know people sitting there and wait...
then can do other thing...
haiiz....
i don't know why i get in this stupid school before...

i want to find 2 teacher teach me before...
one i go to her office...
she is not in...
then by accident i meet other teacher i wish to find...
xiao ping(chinese pronoun...)
she still remember my name...
when she look at me at the first time say out my name....
haha...
she really is a very good teacher.....
and very responsible person...

then i see a stupid action people beside her...
who is this people...
kao.....
if she ask me this question i wont answer her lohh...
damn hate this person d...
say want retire still stick at there...
haiiz...

JBJB

I'm in JB now....
finally back to my homwtown...
feel so good....
can hang out with my best friends....
yesterday night....
we went to that's cafe...
that cafe don't have something special can let me mention...
maybe are we sitting outside cant enjoy the enviroment....
bus the owner of that cafe is "ahbee"...
damage supervisor....
my ex-supervisor also....
mayb he is not reconized me....

haiiz....
so sad....
zenyan forgot me again....
want rebuilt the relationship with he le....
then kang kang....
look different le....
fat abit le..haha...
waewae and zeevon not much different....

heard last time they so to MUAR...
popo fall down....
because of tht stupid monkey.....
luckily nothing....
thanks

end of final~~~relaxing....

today went to KLCC with my friends...
what we have think before we go went there...
KLCC is a boring place...
nothing can do at there...
but we stayed there about more than 5 hours gua!!!....

actually there really is nothing can do...
our objective is going there to take picture...
we went to outdoor took picture...
err...
that is soft light if i'm not forget what i had learn in photography course...
we taken picture at spray fountain....
quite nice can saw twins tower at there....
then also taken the twins tower....
so high d when we took picture...
and the people there all bring the DSLR camera...
canon....Nikon....Sony....and ???....

after that we came back by LRT go to KTM...
then we went to MyBox for singing...
so high d...

we all not need to sleep already lahh...
now sitting dining hall sharing photo...
haha....

alan looking for twins tower...

don't know what this two sister are doing...

Apple with flower....

Selene with flower...

with twins tower...

raining day....

two 38 gal...

ufong with payung...

stand outside LV...

fianl exam

finally final is finish....
my final got 5day...
during this 5 day i have really suffering torture....
don't know how many hours i had slept...
MPW study whole night...
CSC and ECO whole night didn't sleep....
slept 5 hours then continue my MGT ....

STUDY STUDY STUDY.....
damn boring "activities"...

i got 6 subject in this semester....
i just target 1 i can get A...
and my target for this subject is A+....
but today during the exam i had made a big mistake...
lost 12 marks!!!!!!

GENERAL ENVIRONMENT
this is not the competitor...customer...supplier....and public pressure group....
use u brain lahhh....
this is specific environment....
how come the FINAL will come out the stupid easy question....
A+ was fly away....

100-12=88.....
then - other things i had no put enough point....
assume that -20???....
88-20=68...
A+ target is 90/100...
........................haiiz............................

friends

what are the definition of friends....
the person when you meet will greeting say "hi"....
the person stick we you together....
the person eat with you together....
the person same class with you....
??????????
???????
?????
???
?
...............................................................................................

then what kind of friends can say they are true...
true friendship....
in my opinion are...
when you need help those who will at the first time time come to help you...
when something you don't know need people teach...
the person will teach you with his/her patient...
those who will initiative help you....
when got anything you are the one come through them mind....
whose can sit down chat with you about they mind..
and you can trust d...
say what are inside you mind...

Friends
in the society now...
easy to get...
difficult to get the true friendship..

what are the important things to a person...
OWN...themselves.....benefit themselves....
people will think about own first....
do the thing can benefit and satisfy them...
what they want and need....
even impose other to get what they want...

when nothing are happen...
they can be friend with u...
good with you...
BUT...
when you need help ask for they...
they will answer:"sorry o....I'm very busy now...can you find other..."
u find XXX lahhh...XXX can help u d...
err...i don't know how lehh...
even they know...
this kind of stupid things....

why people like that...
because you and they got conflict in benefit...
in they mind they want to win you....
they frighten...
they don't want be inferior than you...

childish thinking....


haiiz....
friends....
at least i got the true friendship...
Sevenup...
INTI also got it some!!!...

but the stupid people around me also...

FINAL+ING

ohhhh....
final exam is coming....
just finish my MPW1153- moral education....
what the idiot lecturer don't want to give us tips ohhh...
this is not the important subject also don't want give tips ohhh...
1st time teach this subject no experiences for her...
but she must do the research for this mahh...
this is culture for MPW subject...
TIPS.....
and what the stupid lecturer give the stupid tips is not involved in the exam d....
actually i guess that is other section d tips...
and we are different paper...
haiiz....
but i don't mind that got tips or the tips from other section is accurate or not...
because my course work passed...
so i don't care le....

i still gt 5 sub want to be tested...
in those just MGT uploaded the coursework marks....
and MAT just uploaded the tested marks not included ass...
then other 3 lecturer is damn lazy d...
Monday start exam but they can haven't upload the marks....
haiiz...
INTI-UC lecturer why all like this d....
ask people call or SMS her to get the marks...
but she don't want reply msg...
and don't want to answer our call...

BLESS for my final exam...
hope my effort can get the good result...
hope my final is good....
BLESS ME...

lost one good singer in taiwan...

INTI-UC...
really is a isolation place with outside...
if whose stay here never look for newspaper...
never online....
they will don't know anything at outside this city....

6/4...8am one of the Taiwan singer death...
by breast cancer....
阿桑《叶子》
but 10/4 i just realize that....
quite pity for this girl singer...
just around 34 years old...
suffering with torture...
she had endure the agonies of disease...
maybe this is the time she can emancipate herself form all her torture...
maybe she in the other world enjoyed what she's liked....
enjoyed the sing....
enjoyed the peaceful...
enjoyed the world don't have any disease...
don't have any torture....

it's is pity for her fans...
even long time she don't have the new album...
and even long time don't have her news....
but...
never ever have someone will heard about her new song...
i remember this song is so nice....

never ever have anyone can heard she sing this song again....
just can heard the recorded sound....

hope her soul can rest in peace...

stupid eXX idoit

what you say is what we did...
then now u say u never say this is the topic...
how to spend your free time and how inti-uc students spend their free time...
any different there...
now I'm in inti-uc...
now I'm presented in inti-uc....
how u spend your free time of cause in inti-uc students lahh....
this what you told us when u distributed the research question by you mouth...
and is what u say want us to narrow down the question...
then now i put the big topic
and the sub-narrow topic
then u say got problem...
don't know which one is ours topic...
and say we not paying attention in the class...


u think when u are unhappy....
angry to someone then you can vent one's spleen to other ahhh...
what the X lahhh....

1day leave

get 1 day leave from myself...
what the.....
my heart so pained...
like lacked of oxygen...
don't know why...
so let me leave 1 day...

i went to but chocolate because of the mood...
people said when you feel unhappy or angry...
can try to consumed some sweet food....
especially chocolate....
it will changed you mood....
i try it just now...
maybe is useful...
but why the stupid INTI mart's food always got a washing powder's smell...
plum is like that...
snack is like that....
chocolate also like that....
luckily the bread don't have this smell...

怎么了我自己

想了想还是用华文写出这一个心情

4点的心
感觉它灰灰的
5点的心
开始暗下了
犹如天从昼入夜
还是心情它蓝蓝的
总觉得没心情似的

说不出的心情忧郁
没事却表现出心事重重
奇怪的

我问心它怎么了
我说：
“你怎么了，怎么闷闷不乐的”
它回答：
“我不知道，突然间的一缕雾挡着我的视线”
好奇怪哦

是考试前忧郁症
还是试前恐惧症啊
好像都不是
没有答案的
静静的思考不来

stupid 73

my stupid Nokia spoiled...
front camera can't function already...
behind camera super lagged...

all this problem still ok...
but why all the stupid phone lost all the photo...
3000++ picture
around 4000 picture....
i also forgot have how many picture inside the phone...
just leave 5 to me...
why so cruel for me...
memory before....
with SevenUp d picture...
mine pic....
with EA d picture...
with my dear cousin...
all my memory...
my nice picture...
all lost....

i didn't do any backup for it...
so all the picture i lost can't get back again....
STUPID NOKIA N73
nothing is good....
damn stupid....lagged...lousy....

last class

photography class end already...
this is what we last class learn...
"outdoor shooting"
actually outdoor shooting we did last time...
but we do it again....
this time just have 2 model provided...
last time got 6 model....
last time 3 are orientation night participated and inside that got 1 is miss inti....


this day Jennifer borrow me her camera...
so that i can take picture...
thanks a lot...

this model super tall d....

in last class this gal also be the model....

presentation

this semester first presentation and second presentation together...
one day had two presented...
but in different different venue and also different wear...
this is the first time presented wear informal wear...
i thought this would be more comfortable and more relax...
but the "flesh and blood" prove me I'm wrong...
so nervous...
can't presented well...
not a good performed....
even i don't know what i had presented ...
IT present seven wonder of the world...
so weird...

second presented in the same day...
but this must wear formal wear...
don't know why I like wear formal....
that let me feel I'm a successful person...
more smart...
the situation is same with the first present....
worst...
i like people's good praise...
who don't like that...
wear this formal wear....
one classmate Botswana's student...
said:" you wear this look smart."
but i wont wear that every day....
because my mental is sober...
wont cause a praise not things to do also wear that...

i want to learn...
learn how to use the right grammar and English write blog...
when can i did it....
when can in my blog all is English words...
and not grammatical problem...

final coming soon...
but i still show lazy...
don't want study...
jinnz when you want to start you study...
when you wan to prepare for final....
maybe still is last minute just start study...

hope i can get a very good result in this semester final...
so that i wont disappointed who have support me....
can i get the certificate in this semester's final exam...
try my best..

GOOD LUCK!!!
for all my friends who want to sit for Final Exam...