jobless life

Hi long lost blog...


unemployed for one month plus

 if ask me am I regretted resign without a backup

my answer is still NO.

Something need to stop and I believe things will to come will still come. 

Actually jobless life for me is really damn boring

everyday sitting at home searching for jobs

 watch drama

this meaningless life is just like my previous working life

too many uncertain things

I don't know when a new job will come

I don't know decide to study or continue looking for job

I don't know

don't know for everything

 can I just see what comes first

lolzzzz

emo

Happy Birthday to myself...

don't know why I dont feel like celebrate birthday...

is that because growth up already..?

or started feel the stress... 

Last time...I will emo about don't have a good celebration that I want...

I'll feel sad don't have presents...

but now...

I really hope this day won't be coming...

I don't want to have birthday..

I don't want to grow up..

25...!! 

this age really let me feel the stress...

no tittle in the career...

no career..

no money..

no car...

no house...

no girlfriend...

I have nothing at all...

HOW CAN I NOT STRESS ABOUT IT...!! 

Emo..!! moody...!! 

Birthday so what...

is just a day...

is just a day give me a reason to have a drink..

Future...!! 

what i can i have...

hmnn

Quite a long time never touch my blog already...

is that because started working or maybe not that much of complain...?

Can consider this is my first job after graduated..

but am i in the right field...

totally not related with my study not required any qualification job...

feel wasted my 4years study time...

seriously I miss my study time now...

I miss those days without formal wear...

can color my hair in whatever colors...

something i know after graduated

something i know after graduated....!!! 

~JOB

Nowadays looking for a job is not that easy...although you lower down your requirement...is really a big thank you to the Sg's new policy...!!!

NOW looking for job is not just your qualification...sometime your nationality might be one of the affect that influence your chance....

long time ago...i said if i can choose i will rather go out without a cert...because i think experience is much more important than your qualification...but i have no choice to do this...forced to get a cert and face the reality which everywhere is talking about your experience...

its really tough to searching job without any relationship you know...because simply go to jobstreet or any job vacancy posted site is not that easy to get a reply...even though you sent to them few times...

an interview conduct by the company might be unfair to you...maybe you can spent your whole day just to exchange few minutes to meet with the interviewer...but other may spent few minutes or hours to exchange more than half and hour...

this world not going to be fair to you...got your chance grab it harder dont simply let it go away..although you dont like the job...

maybe during U's time you got a lot of interview chance or job offer...but after graduated you might not be that lucky...interview might not be one to one interview..it might be a group interview...it might have first interview...second interview or maybe much more...

after graduated i noticed why dont i focus my study in one area...why i want  to study this included all area's course...because employer will think you are not pro enough because you are not specific in that particular area...

anyway i will still try my best to looking for a job...good luck to me...!! 

~life

after graduated you might cant find a gang or friends that can stick with you everyday...you cant easily find a friend to supper or hang out with you...

you might not have night club life after graduated...it might be you have to work...you dont have kaki...you don have time or anything else...

your social life will become smaller if you are not sociable enough...because during school time... there are a lot of activities to force yourself to social your life or to filled your time...but after graduated you cant find those activities...!! 

remember....!! utilize your school facilities...such as swimming pool...gym...or even library...!! because these facilities is much more cheaper than outside...!! and when you are out...you will not have those time to to such things...!! maybe i am like this...!!! 

is difficult to let you find a relationship after school time...because of your social life became smaller and maybe people around you are all your best friends...!!! 

but let me choose i'll still choose working life rather than study life...!! because while you are study people are earning money...study need to pay people money to gain your knowledge...working is people paying  you to gain your knowledge...

2013

is 2013...

were my goals achieved...

i don't think so and i dare not to review it...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...!!! 

2013 i think gonna be a tough year...

a lot of things need to do and decided...

what to work...where to work..what area should i work...

what they aspect me to work...

whatever...!! those things are belong to future....

really appreciated whose helped me...accompanied me...

and appreciated that u guys still belong with me during Xmas and new year...

although its different...although it not like a big day...

but i really appreciated that we can count down together...!! 

my dears...hope you all will have a best 2013...!! 

in love..in work...in study...all the best...!!!

nothing much to wish for this year...

only hope my family members...

my grandparents...my parents can be wealthy and healthy...!!! 

beside that also hope baby Elvis can be a healthy kid...

suck company

the days without laptop was so boring...

i really can't think of anything that i can do beside than surfing by my iphone...

the old laptop following my around 4years and now it spoiled...

it was motherboard problem...

but the place i sent my laptop to is so so so so lousy and cheap...

once i sent my laptop to them i waited around 3 weeks to get my laptop back...

after i got my laptop after few days i sent back to them again...

because some same problem arise...

after a week i got it back again and use only one day...

the same problem again...

I'm so wondering "A1 PRO" staff said the technician had changed a new motherboard to me...

but then why still the same problem...

a new motherboard can cost around 1K+...

but they only charged me 350 do you think they really changed a new one for me...?!

then i sent my laptop back to them again...

one week...two weeks...three weeks...

i kept calling them kept asking them...

just got the answer still fixing until finally i can get my laptop back...

the staff told me: " very sorry boss, the new motherboard cannot attach to your laptop...so we cannot fixed it..so i refund to you..."

ehhh...please lah..if your technician cant fix the problem why don tell me earlier...kept let me waiting...

i will never ever trust this company again...

A1 Pro...!!!!! 

their services was sucks....!! 

happy birthday to me..

 happy birthday to myself...

sound lonely isn't it...LOL

whats the different between birthday day and normal days ah....

for me...just facebook got more post and phone will have some sound...

start to feel so no meaning for birthday...

don't know why...!! 

wear so nice staying at home take picture...

this is how i past the very first moment when my birthday came...

planed to have some drinks...

but in the end cancel...

is this my first year staying at home no go out celebrate...?

wondering...can't recall...!! 

to be honest...

a bit emo for this birthday...

don know is emo cause birthday or birthday cause emo...

feel to drink till i drunk and forget everything....

i missing the time we celebrate in club...

boom boom shake shake...

how freedom life... 

but now i can't...

i can't play until early morning..

can't play until 6am back to room...

there are so many wishes are so difficult to come true..

but i wished it to come true...

it just a few simple wishes...

if wishes on the birthday really can realize...

im really sincere to make these wishes...

and hope it can come true...

need diet

came back from Nilai around 4 months already...

what i really missing over there is my body weight...

came back till now i gained around 10kg...

omg...and i never ever fat like this....

  

this picture just angle problem...although it got V shape...still fat..!! 

help...SOS...

who can help me...

i really need diet badly...

i need slim down...

i want decrease my weight... 

i don't want fat fat face...big big tummy...

but i really got no time to do exercise if i got work...!! @@

recent life

have been long long time no update this blog already...

is i become more mature or not that bored in life...?

or just because of lazy....

im officially graduated...

ended my 3 and the half years study life...

but the graduation convocation still have to wait until Nov...

and now i just simply wasting my time doing nothing can be say so...

working in family business...

looking job that was not related with my study...

to be honest...

i really don't like what i was study...

force myself to do so not because of myself...

im more prefer those unhealthy job..LOL

dealer...steward...bar tender....

but is difficult for me to looking for this kind of job.....

and now im just waiting my leg to recover...

take out the steel plate inside my leg...

only noticed it was 10mm x 38cm...

how long was it...LOL

now still using crutches walking..

without it im just a "bai ka" people...

quite miss the time spend with my dearest babies...

outing...shopping...trip...clubbing...and whatever things we done before...

hiking...climbing...waterfall...muar...clubssss...!! 

love you guys....!! 

love7

can't believe we all go watched titanic...!!! LOL

finally 7up can gather again...

really forgot when is our last time gathered 7 people together...

was bobby's sister wedding...or CNY...

whatever...

really love it...

we all can come out...

because senz having his long long holidays...

and very coincidence i went back to JB...!!

actually im really quite enjoyed in drinking with u all...

although u all are not really like to drink..

not included senz...LOL

is nice to drink with best friends...

but i think drink with u all should find a more quiet place...

so that we can chat...

i think thats what u all wanted...

hope we got more chance to drink...to eat...to chat...or to do whatever things....

i don't mind we do it separately...

as long as our relationship still there...

but i hope senz can join us more....

finally you are here

wake up early in the morning...

going to renew my passport...

after that went to KLCC and wait under the sun...

waiting for SNSD...!!

reached there around 10.30am and wait until 7.30pm just can enter to the concert...

omg..WTFH....

damn hot...!!

there are so many people queue waiting for them....

we purposely go buy some petronas items just for changing ticket...

but i think it was worth...

8pairs of pretty legs in front of me...

although it was far...i still love it...

long long time no experience going to see star...

and this time was Korea stars....!!

arghh...they are damn damn damn pretty and sexy...

totally fall in love to them...!!

omg....!!

valentine

valentine 's day...

for me...just a normal and simple day...

this is my 23rd single valentine...

but im not feel any different...

maybe im used to it...

single not a big matter....

although there are so many people posted how happiness and how sweet they are...

me...im not lonely also during valentine...

i think during NS was my first time celebrated valentine with my friends...

if im not mistaken...

still remember i folded heart shape money to girls for those who same school with me...

got chocolate..got friends....

honestly..im really miss them and the time we were in the camp...

after that i think was when i came to this University...

celebrated every valentine day with my gang...

beside than the valentine during CNY....

KLIA airport...movie...and the dinner and gathering this year...

ermm...valentine got handmade crabmeat from my friend and her boyfriend...

a gift from penang...

alcohol night....

and nice korea food dinner....

although im single...but im not alone...

our reunion dinner

i really speechless...

should be a very happy pre-reunion dinner with all my babies....

but because of the waitress spoiled my dinner mood...

bad attitude....bad services....

i was ordering..she was dreaming...

when dishes came wrong she argued...

what's the point of customer always right...

i mentioned no seafood no meats...

make it as vegetarian foods but in the end it got seafoods....

after complained the waitress argued...

came again fish balls...

maybe they think fish is not = to seafoods...!!

Restoran Loong Sing,Nilai

隆盛酒家

i don't know how the employed their staff...

how they trained their staff....

a waitress argued with customers...

a waitress dreaming during take order....

WTF.....

do you think that students have no money to go this kind of restaurant to have dinner...

or you think that we are not able to paid...

prawn was not fully cooked...

wrong order you just take out those seafoods...

but no take out the fishballs....

luxuries

really like to spend money...

how...!!

i don't want this bad habit...

spend too much money already and i become more and more poor...

yet to earn money already know how to spend money liao...@@

now still owe many many money...

finally i officially become an Iuser...

i bought iPhone 4S...

wait quite a long time and finally got it...

actually when i got my phone no any excited feel...

whereas is still asking myself should i really change this phone...

but i have no choice liao...

and i really feel to change a new phone...

so i change this....

although many people say iPhone 4s is not good...

but i still bought it...

this is what i am... stubborn...

i want to say the Mr. Siri is really stupid...

beside than become Iuser....

i spend my salary on a watch....

bought a Guess watch...

actually i quite love this watch...

it look nice...

but i not really need it...

just because of the promoter keep service me..

introduce this and that...

and is recognize d people...

so feel not good if i not buy anything....

i just watch around...

within one hour i bought a watch...

is that very "cin cai"....

haiix..

i need to earn as much as money in future...

because i spend too much money.....

hi 2012

hello my dearest 2012...

this year must treat me nice and great...

full of lucky and happy in my life...

2012 this is not wish or hope is MUST....

i want my 2012 is a great year...

my family members and my 7up and their family members all healthy and happy...

especially elder...

i want my degree graduated at least at 2nd upper class...

i want a great career and get promotion as fast as possible...

i want more and more money...

i want more and more girls...

i want the whole world...

i want more and more handsome and charming...

this will be a great and awesome year for me...

i will created...

before the end of the world...

i want everything...

happy birthday...!!

20.11.2011 11.30pm

still got half an hour...

i feel so bad and guilty now...

really sorry about that dad....

im really a unfilial son forget today is your birthday...!

and remember wrong date...

luckily im not send happy birthday to u during the wrong date...

luckily this is not happened...

you are the first one give wish me happy birthday one..

but im the last one to wish u...

how bad how unfilial i am...

sorry...

really wish u happy birthday...

hope u stay healthy and become more and more wealthy...

everyone go ur shop to shpping...!!

i love you dad...!!

stupid speed...

goshhhh....

really got a lot of dissatisfaction toward my Uni-INTI-IU...

i really don't understand what's the survey for...

i think no one will help to promote INTI lohh...

the services is too poor and make student so dissatisfy...

not only the quality of the lecturer...

the increment of the fees but no quality improve..

then what fault we paid so much...

low internet speed in room...

even log in facebook aslo cannot...

some webpages also cannot enter...really don't know how to do assignment lohh..

go out use the wireless...

but no seat at common room...

really cannot understand lahh...

our assignment will not because of the internet speed problem then postpone lohh...

this is one of the strategies make student fail their assignment is it...!!

arghh....

birthday?!

long long time no updated my blog already...

not because of busy...is because i'm lazy...lol...

im officially become 22 already...

how was i celebrated my birthday...

actually is really nothing special for me...

snowflakes...starbucks...and secret recipe's cakes...!!

after these the next day went to club...

last year birthday celebrated at mist club...

this year birthday was celebrated at there also...

not because we really like Mist...

is really don't know where to go...

since so many people underage....

this can consider as the second gift i received...

before i came back my university...

my dad gave me an "ang bao" as my birthday present...

tell me go buy what i want...

but in the end this present i was using my own pocket money to bought it...

can consider is a gift i gave to myself...

beside than these this year not yet received any gifts from anyone...

actually people are weird....

when want to bought this belt to kevin my mind was thinking that this belt is really nice...

but others say the other one more suitable for him...

and this belt is fascinated me....

but in the end when i got it...i think it is nothing special...

why am i bought it...!! @@

cherish

sometime i really feel I'm a quite boy...

life should know contentment...

i got a good family...a best parents and grandparents....

i got a gang of best friends....

really really need to cherish what i got it now...

7up...can know you guys really was my pleasure...

from last time we were quarrel until now got the relationship as family...

really not easy...

as what viinz told his bro...

a friendship is touch to maintain the relationship...until the phase now...friends still can together...really is a not easy case....don't easy to give up this relationship...

as what we are...we know each others well...

although within us go unhappy also...but we won't let this emotion continue...

this emotion will just arise a while then disappear...this is what i am...aren't you...

sometime we really will partiality...

as xiongz will treat boz vry good...then leiiz and saz will partiality each others...then i will partiality viinz...

but this is the part that are funny...i don't know...maybe...

I'm very happy that every time when i went back to JB you guys will spend out your time and accompany me...where i want to go want to eat you guys will do it with me...except drinking...!!

my family...

actually i really got a good family...

my parents won't force me do anythings i don't like...

what i want to do my parents would not stop me as well...

maybe they will think i'm quite independent...not need to worry about me...

but i hope i'm also...

i know they are not rich...but they will still give me sufficient money to spend...

they won't ask me why i spend lots this semester or what...

when i go back JB my dad will always bought lots snacks and drinks at home...

so that when i feel hungry got something to eat...

when i want go back KL they will try to arrange their time fetch me back...

and my grandparents will always care of me...always worry that i'm hungry...

when i go back grandma will cook something i liked even though her legs is not good...

but then sometime i will use impatient attitude to reply them...

my bro and sis also...

they are really my best kaki...

when i feel want to drink i just ask my sis then she will very steady d say go lohh....

my bro i want go anywhere he will fetch me...

i know you all are love me...i love you all also...

bad day...!!

wow...long long time no updated my blog already....

update some unlucky things happened today...!!

was us really unlucky today...

decided want to play badminton but then we all went to the court..

it was fully booked...!! arghhh....

then we want watch movie...checked was 10.45pm movie..

but then around 10.30pm we went to the cinema...

there was closed and pulled gate...!! ishhh...

and the last was very angry thing....

we went to giant..buy cooking oil...

there wrote limited 2...

mean each person are limited to buy ...

we got 6person and we buy 12bottles...

the stupid security come and stop us ask the casher people don't let us pay...

then ask don't know what staff come..

and say we cannot buy so many bottles...

wasting our time wait here and wait there..

until the end called the manager and complained the security...

actually i want to complaint the staff also...

because we are using the right method to buy the cooking oil...

he stupid as the security don't let us buy...!!

really fucked up people...!!